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♥Jul 19, 2008
I just wanna blog this out.
Had been venting anger on deariee. I make him almost cry ... He control his temper every single one of our quarrel. Letting me throw thing on him. He would act like nothing happen the next day. Giving me allowance. Asking me is precious milk powder finishing soon.. The more he avoid, the more i wanted to torture him. Because i think he has not been spending time on me and precious. He would rather spend time la kopi with his friend dan bringing us out. I kept thinking that think that both of us are burden to him. I kept thinking that he dun regard precious like his own. I kept thinking that we will throw his face as he might worried bout bumping into his friends if we go out together. In the end I told him I wanted to give up. Recently i blog bout deariee is getting a car soon. I thought he wanted to get a car for the sake of himself. It a men's dream of having a car of their own--I guess. But I guess i was all wrong. His friend come explaining to me. Telling me that dearie wanted to get a car is because he wanted to bring us go out. He thought of working two job in order to be enough to pay the monthly instalment of the cars. He did went for the night job, it was too tough. I m the one who ask him to stop going. He wanted to sell away he's scooter which is so-called more important than his life just to get one car. Felt so guilty bout all these thing. He is trying so hard just to give us a better life and yet i think so negatively of him. Just to blog out to say i m truly sorry. ♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
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