I've had enough with all the thing around me.
Firs my job, perfume is missing, i almost forced to pay. set up or not. not sure.
My mum, dispute bout housework. she eventually threaten to jump down
My friend, i dun know what the hell is going on.
lastly my boyfriend.

He had been making thing difficult for me.
Everyone knows my way of talking, blur. I dun even know what i said honestly.
Every conversation of ours end with quarrel.
He said he never throw temper on me.
But obviously he is!


I'm not happy at all. totally.
I started to think bout my life without him. It makes no differences,
we din go out occasionally. I don't need his help in my financial anymore,Our meeting was only night. watch tv n goes to sleep.
Maybe could even reduce my stressfulness without him. No quarrel. No, nothing.


I m climbing up, i myself know. It kinda a pleasure to me. Having to work and shop for thing for my precious, buy my thing, doll myself up whenever i like it, meet my friend up for a chat.
I think it all enough for me. Adding him on my heart might be too squeezing.

I wanna let him be free once again. Maybe that the only way we both gotta a happy ending.

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
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