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♥Nov 2, 2007

Seeing my boi growing up le. Learn to walk, learn to know that mummy's angry, learn to sing along with the tv. alota thing passing through my mind. From pregnancy to birth to taking care of him. It hard to pass by. but i did. Having separated with my husband. I thought I could never ever done it. No matter how he treated miee. From birth not even full month, I bring hao back home. leaving my husband. His family scolded miee. My husband had affair outside, no body helpingi me expect for my parentz. I can't bring myself to be single mum. I wanted to lives in fairy tales. Prince and princess forever together.Whenever hao cries, I cries not knowing what to do.I slap him. kick him wher my anger comes, when I think of how my husband treated. He was only 3 month by. Throw him with my mum or friendz not wanting to see him. Go around playing with friends. That my way of avoiding.



Somehow got to know my current bf, we will not serious totally, jus having fun outside. He doesn't wan to settle down, I doesn't wan to face the reality. I fallen in love with him and he fallen in love with me. no matter what he is alway your son, he already lose a father. He needs mummy's love. that what my bf told me. he buy milk powder every month for hao knowing i m unable to. carry hao by his side. Bring hao to see his god sister. every 1 thought that was his son. And my hopes comes back. A complete family. I alway wanted. making me living like a tai tai lessen my burden. enjoy my lifes so much. hao already 1 yrz plus le. see him growing occupied my lifes, he is my leisure, my happiness, my everything. loves him so much..


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