Linggish

2008-10-04T15:31:00.003+08:00

Past two day was kinda fuck up. In charge of guess de merchandiser was on leave and i got to help out for her guess and it was totally a MESS. This cannot find and that cannot process. Damn dulanz and the saddest was. June, my sale ppl has left and yst was her last day. She the only sale ppl there who wun stab on you from behind and was willing to teach me step by step. Even if i make mistake or even i forgot to key order for her, she wun make a fuss out of it. And now she's leaving! Came was a funny old lady. whom i think she got something wrong lahz.
Her dressing still in her 70's and her way of talking was funny too! OMG i dunno how i m going to pass my day with her. We have to alise with sale ppl most of our time and yet i can't face talking to her! I will laugh! That still not enough. She is acting like a big boss, alway showing off how exp she is. Worst of All!
She is like fortune teller! Suan every one's seat in the office whether feng sui good anot and eventually draw a map out!
Anyway hopefully day with her wun last cuz i really can't bring myself to face her lahz!

Had a small farewell dinner with june after work. Elise was there as well cum two ex fjb staff. So meaning I'm the only fjb staff there. Kekez.
Went Sakae sushi at marina square and i bring precious go as well and really regreted so much loh! He just kept running around and i just couldn't talk to them.
But i guess i will really miss her and i m worried this fortune teller might be one of the bad one.
Back homw sleep straight after bathing for precious. Day been busy and passing so fast. Next mth, precious gonna have his surgery le and i m scared, worry.

Precious class photo's out! this cute little asxxole eventually sit down there and let them take photo!

2008-10-01T23:43:00.006+08:00

Hari Raya Today!
Mummy's birthday was on 7 oct and so we advance bring her out for celebration.
Was pondering where to bring her. Thought of bring her to dragon gate at harbour front but the time is only till 2 pm in the afternoon and everyone wanna sleep late. Gave up on that thoughts! Finally found one restaurant! Spring Court. It gonna be a nice envoirnment that suit everyone.

Reached there at 1 plus like that and ordered the set menu:

桂花炒翅
Pan Fried Shark’s Fin with Scrambled Eggs
姜茸蒸游水虾
Steamed Live Prawns with Mashed Ginger
西湖游水金目鲈／尼罗红
Deep Fried Sea Bass/Tilapia Serve with Sweet & Sour Sauce
蟹扒冬菇兰花
Sauteed Broccoli with Mushroom & Crab Meat
铁板鹿肉
Venison with Ginger & Onion in Hot Plate
原盅炖汤
Soup of the Day
丝苗白饭
Plain Rice

and it only 148! Cheap right. ordered another Bei jing roasted duck and one yam paste cum chilli crab.

Didn't take much as i was busy eating! Haha.

But the price in the end was abit shocking. Cuz imagine the total amount for all food is 215 but cum service charge this and that till 296! it aBIT toooot lahz.

But haha. We still had a great great lunch. Any way it mai first time treating such a expensive one. Although me and dear half half but still i m so proud of maiself!

And after thAT went shopping at china town with deariee.

Bought Loreal double extension as i was so craving for it and aka maybeline foundation.

As for deariee. Bought him one diamond ring ( act i only chu 150 and the rest he himself chu lahz), bought lion tissue case and it cute lohz. Dearieee had been decarating his lorry lately lahz. haha. And finally it the end of our dayz.

My mascara!

Finally my new foundation
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2008-10-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

Sept 29 2008

Mummy asked her friend to buy one malay costume for precious today as their celebrating hari raya and children's day.

Precious was kan cute wearing it!

2008-10-01T22:28:00.006+08:00

Was having sale since 25sept till 27sept at grand hyatt. Their selling lot of brands with great discount. Those who help out on sat will get $100 dollar voucher.
Even though it really so tiring having to stand from morning till night. But it quite happening lahz.

First day. Alot of ppl! OMG~ But will expect more the following two dayz.
But aleast stilll be able to do shopping. I choose to help out for Marc Ecko watch as I know it not going to be as hell as helping out for Nike. Thank God! Nike's display wasn't at my side too.
Elise, ting. ah wei and his gf come down as well, was so happy to see them lahz! Bought La Senxa panties together. Heehee.. Anyway Ting! L size is too big for me lahz. I need M lahz!

Haha. Hopefully the following dayz could be as fun as the first!

Second day! Happily having breakfast with elreen and chloe. Happily go to grand hyatt.
Reached. To my horror! Nike display move to our side. My heart was pumping heart. The one incharge of nike is good at running! Meaning!
Still, i try to run to marc ecko hopefully...
xxx A: I wun be around later, i got to do my display for "company name".
xxx B:(he know i m running away from nike) ok no pro, we will try to help out at nike. SILING correct?evil smile.
xxx A: thank lehz. Siling thank you so much hoh.....
I was like! hmmmm... na bei chao chee bye lohz.
In the end.. i help out at nike. endless. Not resting wan lohz. The flow is like coming and coming.
the counter was in a mess. That what i expected in nike and that the reason i m so scared!
Finally. Thing happen.

Got one malay lady bio tio one of our nike watch and it the last piece. one of our fjb staff reserve liao.
one lady from fashion side that come and help out nike.
She told the lady it's reserve. The lady dan shouted at her: I thought not allowed to reserve.
So i came in the conversation. Ohh, the ppl reserve the watch, he went around to look at other brand de watch first. Dan the fuxxking lady gu yi infront of us say this and that. We eventually ignore her. Dan she asked her sister come again to question us. We told her the same story.
They Walk off, We thought finally it over.
Was thinking maybe we should keep the watch in case another incident happen.
Keep it. And... This fucking lady dash straight to me and shout. I THOUGHT U R NOT ALLOW TO RESERVE AND WHY ARE U KEEPING THE WATCH!
I shouted back the same story to her and evenlly shr pointed at me. U ARE THE SALE PEOPLE U R NOT ALLOW TO SHOUT AT ME.
I was stun and i question her back. SO U MEAN U WANT THE WATCH NO MATTER WHAT?
and she reply yes. Can u imagine how cheap she is?! 50% discount till so desperate?!
I gave her the watch hoping it over. but din expect she went shout at the other lady that she is
XXX de friend. It like so threatening lohz. XXX is the one working together with me and the one who back stab me lahz.
But anyway. I think i say till abit messy lahz. But i m so angry lohz even till now. But lucky i told my direct manager bout this and she go question XXX that y her friend make a fuss out of everything. Haha. I m good at back stab also lohz.

Third day. Expect this day to come and yet so tired. Today i m not helping out at nike. Cuz aaron is there. He sure gon gon go help de. And indeed he is lahz.
Haha. I help put at nautica and chronotech. There's many ppl as well. But was least there's still time for us to have fun. My sale manager was helping out in chronotech and one very cute auntie came to view his watch. She dan put her bra and panties on the show case. we will both stun.I still make fun of him that aunty wanted to let him know her cup. Soon after that. Chronotech got no business. My sale manager got boring and went ot help at marc ecko and marc ecko got no one as well. We will all laughing at him as got tio by the bra lahz. So the whole day our topic is BRA! make fun of him asking him help me to choose 3 bra to buy and he did. He was so funny lohz! In the end he show me one bra and that was nice lahz but haha. The guys call it lantern bra.

The Lantern bra!

So finally the sale is over by our kinda play and work day. I kind of missing the dayz that we r like working cloesly together and not like in the office fighting bout this and that.

Of couse the kia su me bought lot of thing. Minus 100 voucher i still spend 300 plus!

My victory!
Gap Jean for deariee

Guess bag and raoul sling bag

raoul card holder for deariee

La Senza panties. ( 1 is was wearing) Guess shoes for precious
Additional: Lasenza bra . Guess baby jeans , guess wallet for papa and guess long wallet for mummy both are, la senza sleep wear , guess cothing and pants. Din take pic as bra and jeans washed. wallet papa and mama took and lastly my sleep wear is still with elreen.

And the feeling was shiok lah! kekez

Chicken pox dayz!

2008-10-01T21:50:00.005+08:00

PRECIOUS CHICKEN POX DAY XXX

Yupz, I've already forgotten bout day what as I really am so lazzzzzy to update lahz. But will still talk bout his chicken pox day~~

Precious is quite "free and easy" during those dayz. He runs around! As active as ever lahz! Alot of aunties say that cannot bath because if not the pox very hard to dry up. But i think that not true lohz! For the first few day, i really dun dare to to bath for him. Wipe and put pearl powder for him every few hours. Precious kept calling "pong pong" and point at the toliet. So.. i the fourth day. I buay tahan seeing him so uncomfortable and bath for him le. And eventually he bath twice a day through out. He pox also dry up and recover after 2 week. So i think not bathing for them is even more worst.
what dulan me is hoh! Every aunty say. kids having chicken pox will sleep very often de, but precious didn't lohz. He doesn't want to sleep! Keep messing up thing, shout, bully my bro.
Making me so bo eng. Have to pack thing that he messed, calm my bro. and lasty every min, hr watch over him.
And i think he's been taking advantage on me lohz! Cuz i heart pain him so i din scold or whack him through out those dayz. Instead. He bully me! Slap me when i ask him to kuai kuai. Can you believe this!
I guess i really not used to taking care of him after so long. Faster recover and throw him back to childcare! haha~
Continue take half leave till 24sep, it soo kan tired lohz. But got no choice as grand sale is coming soon and i have to make prepare for the sale. And i guess it really fated lahz. My sales start on the 25 sept and precious mc till 25 sept. He's not allow to go back till 25 sept. Poorly mummy had to gen MC and help me look after him that day as i can't take leave lohz.
ting and Val invited me to ariel's 2nd birthday on the 23 sept. It ariel's birthday!
But wasn't able to go as precious's pox not dry yet and it means it's easily transmitted ! Haiz. Hopelly we're be able to attend ariel's 3rd birthday!
Sorry ariel, sorry ting and val that wasn't be able to be there!

Mai cutie little "gurl"

Day 2 of chicken pox

2008-09-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

Day 2 of precious chicken pox.

More and more pox had been popping out from his body, esp his back. So heart pain lohz. Hopefully he can faster recover but he dun seem to be having chicken pox like that. No fever and was like as active as ever lohz.. We even quarrel today.
Went to work at 2 and I dun feel like i have done anything at all. Everyone there was caring enough asking me how's precious and teaching me way to cure chicken pox, some will kinda funny lahz.

These are some of the way:

Buy Zhen Zhu fen to apply on him( not to make he's skin dry)
Dun let him see any preggy( he might feel uncomfortable)
Buy one kind of leave from little Indian and put the leaves under his pillow(chicken pox will go off faster)

Well, I did the first one, more practical.
Second, there no pregnant lady around my neighbourhood.
Third one, I did try to ask dearie go serangoon and get this special leave for me but dear say he doesn't know how to speak Indian, so i have to give up.

Any way had receive letter from MCYS subsidy of 300 for working mum liao. So happy! Meaning i only has to pay 100 plus monthly liao. Precious's principle say there will be even more subsidy for single mum and she will help me apply. So nice of her! In that case, I can let precious go for enrichment class liao.
Heard bout this right brain development recently and went to search for it. Saw one at bukit batok. Their fee are reasonable too. Maybe precious can start soon after his chicken pox is over.

Praying hard for those chick chick pox to go away!
12 days to go....

Virus!

2008-09-12T09:52:00.003+08:00

I m getting more and more tired. Work and rush back to take care of precious. He is having chicken pox.
And which is means.
Precious won;t be able to take up in the competition on Sunday. It a big big waste! Haiz.
Well, I guess it's fated. When he's fit to go for such events, nothing of such events is coming up. And when he's unwell..... Haiz.

Wasn't able to take full day leave as there's a grand big sale coming and I can't be absent at this time round. Got no choice. Took only half day leave everyone and which is mean, I have to go back to company at around 1 plus everyday until precious chicken pox has recover.

The coming hyatt is comfirm killing me. 500 piece for each brand and I've got 5 brand. So meaning i will have to do till siao. But i hope it going to be a fun one. Cuz there are bad and clothes on going for that sale too. Which is mean i can shop and work at the same time. HooHoo.
So looking forward but yet worry.

2008-09-10T02:49:00.002+08:00

There's a competition on going on 14 sept at jurong point. For 1-3 yrz baby boy. It for handsome baby boy. Mummy encourage precious to participate in it, deariee as well.

Was still considering whether to let him go anot. I don't have confident! There must be alot of handsome baby boy there. Must have win precious de.

I scared of disappointment.

But dearie and mumm think i should let precious try it out and summore whether does precious win or not doesn't matter. It only a added memories to his childhood that he did participate in competition before.

Any idea that i shold let precious go or not. Cuz he might be handsome in my heart but maybe tha's not what other think. Give me some opinion! Thank!!

Below is the one:

2008-09-10T01:24:00.003+08:00

9 Sept 2008

It deariee Actual birthday today and it me and deariee 1 and half year anniversary! Three of us slept tll afternoon dan willing to wake up. Bring precious to the auntie whom alway help me look after. Today it gonna be our er ren shi jie. Kekez.

Decided to go vivo city to spend our day with~ Had KFC for lunch and it shopping time!

Didn't buy much though due to limited time. Had to go and fetch precious at 7 pm and we reach vivo bout 3 plus liao.

Went to toy'r'us to get precious big big barney and it really big. Regreted to get that first when we reach cuz i had to carry it around through out our shopping.

Shop around and i think deariee is GILA today. Kept wanting to buy thing for me and precious but i dun wan him to spend money that way.

Drag me to Levi shop and insist me getting one levi jean, but i think it a bit wasting of money lohz. Kept giving him those irritated face till he give up.

But he still manage to get something for me at the Forever 21. Bought 1 suit of working clothes for me and i think it nice as it really shape out my figure including my meat! Kekez.

After mine and precious is done. It time to get somethingfor deariee. Went around searching for goldheart as he got 50% off voucher. Finally found it but there wasn't much variety for mens. So deariee had to give up.

So in the end. The birthday boy din get anything at all! Kekez. But i still enjoy alot as i did get something! Wondering is he enjoying too!? Kekez..

Precious was enjoying talking to his new friend- barney. No body was allow to touch his barney. He bite whoever who touch it.

Happy 1 half year anniversary cum happy birthday to mai beloved hubby.

2008-09-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

8 Sept 2008

Was on leave today. Preparing everything and bring precious to his check up. Good thing. His lump wasn't growing. But the lump still need to be taken out. Appointment on the Nov 14.

Praying everything will goes on smoothly that day.

Went back home and sleep straight! So tired as slept only at 5am the night before. Together me and precious just sleep till 3 plus. Wake up, bath for precious.
And off we go to my company to take my make up set.forgot to bring back home on fri. Tml gonna be deariee actual birthday! We're going out. And i need to make up. So die die must bring it back.

Reached my company. Everyone was like playing with him. Even my big big boss also did come out to see him. HooHoo. But precious is acting like no body's business. Walking around freely. Eventually play with the phone and dun no call who ever lahz!

Enjoying~~

Siting on my chair

Slack a while and go off liao. Suppose to meet up with deariee. But i think geylang too dangerous for precious liao. Decided to meet up with mummy instead. Had our dinner there and went home.

2008-09-09T23:50:00.010+08:00

7 Sept 2008

Had birthday party for deariee..

Another BBQ! Kekez. Addicted to bbq liao. But it another fun wan.
Invited deariee Scooter Group's friend and Deariee lion dance troupr de member.
We really had a great times. Deaeiree is 32 this year! Hooray! Mai Little cute black barney cum uncle.

Pix Pix to share with.

Nice mah?
With deariee car num-8340. Ir make of chocolate!
Happy birthday deariee

With all the scooter group ladies

Scooter Group -- sliver wing~

Ghee Hong! Wan Shui

Cut cake

Look at precious

Mai super hero~
After da bbq, was thinking to have more fun. As it still early. And thought of going to the other side of west coast park. And his member were so steady to pei us. Deariee was just like a small kids. Having fun with them. Any way din expect him to take the photo below~ I still rem when i first met him. He was just so man and fierce. i just admire the way he is. so handsome to me. a head cum leader of a lion dance troupe, commanding his member.
And now. He is playing with them. That what i found the other side of him. Cute! that all i can say bout him

I just love mai uncle

ah Gua

I love this pix

Trying to act ah gua

They are in jail

Any way I just Love this man. Happy birthjday deairee.

I Love you!

uupdate-31 Aug 2008

2008-09-09T01:39:00.013+08:00

Update-- 31 Aug Precious's birthday

Had bbq birthday party for precious's birthday. Din want to celebrate de but my little brother wanted to had his birtday celebrate with precious. Didn't invite much ppl thought as I dun want in the end like so messy like that.
Few of true friend is just enough.

okie! Let all the pix says everything!

2008-08-29T02:31:00.020+08:00

1 more day my precious is gonna be 2 yearz.

he in my life for bout 2 year plus le. Time passes so soon. from a little baby till crewl till walk. run and now he lacting more and more like a adults.

And i realise. I never going to let him go for the rest of my life. He stand such a important place in my heart. Somehow more important than my life.

photo of my little cuttie ass!

Counting Down.

tEACHER'S DAY@

2008-08-29T02:07:00.007+08:00

2.07 Am. Still awake. Just finIsh with my work. And finally decided to blog. There's so many thing to write bout. But the laziness strike me again lahz. haha. But this time round. I do make it an effort to upload my photo!
Was kinda a disturbance morning. Thought of confronting that foul mouth lady lahz. But I force myself to think mature and as what Ting and elise told me. Although I did do something stupid lahz.
Open my mail box. And found there guess sale! For staff nia. The price was truly an attractive wan lahz. Kekez.
one for only $38?!
Believe? For guess bag!
But there wasn't much variety as I went quite late. But I still manage to get 1 bag for myself, 1 for mummy and 1 wallet for mummy. HooHoo.

For mummy

I like the design of this!

Finally Make up my mind to get one!

Realise ppl are wearing mask almost everyday. I gave the foul mouth lady black face liao. But she still talk to me. Ask me this and that. But i guess she still think that i din know that she gossip bout me bahz. Ask what everyone beside me said. Protect yourself!
So I guess i should really really mask myself everyday to work!
Teacher Day is coming soon. Precious will be holding a celebration tml. Love this day so much!Used to had mummy bringing me out to get present for my favourite teacher. And now I'm getting present for my son's teacher. Haha. The feeling was kinda weird.

Present for teachers

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

Moody

2008-08-27T17:26:00.003+08:00

Back. Had been working late recently. Even weekend I am still bothering bout my work. On leave today. Bring precious to see Doctor. He is not feeling these feel days.
Back home.
Found my wallet was missing.
On my way of searching wallet.
Gossips flew around me.
Lucky I still have my loves one to let me know bout it.

Thank god i got them.

Throw to throw everything behind.
But I m still thinking bout it.

I have to make my ic again!
300 i guess..

my pit booking receipt is in the wallet.

My kiddy palace cards-- $10! newly make less than a week.

So many thing.

Dan someone with foul mouth say bout me.

Ah ting told me bout it. I really appreciate it.
She was totally not involve. But she eventually call me.
Elsie tell me the whole story after that.
Asked me not to care bout it.
The two sisters are are no involve. But they let me know aleast i know who i should guard against.

But what the fuck

Eavesdrop other ppl talking dan goes around telling.
Such a low class standard. Yet this 30 plus old lady can do it.

Summore dress almost so high class.. Telling ppl she got 500 million.

Haiz. Think she really got problem...

Why are ppl alway think that way.
Telling bad bout other makes other ppl around you think that u r better?!
What do they gain.

Totally dun understand.

2008-08-13T20:15:00.002+08:00

My works are loads,. I just love it so much....

A auntie ask me whether precious is a boy or gal!

Piss off!
He is a boy! So obvious lohz!
Nbpcb.
He got gugu jiao want lahz!

9 aug 2008

2008-08-13T19:52:00.004+08:00

Happy National day! I guess I really din blog for a long long time.

Saturday. A day's out. Of course.

Went Vivo with deariee and precious.

It been a long long time I've to Vivio to shop i guess.

Felt so bek chek as preiocus's pram is spoil the day before and my Huang Di precious doesn't like to walk lahz!

It either u carry him or let him sit on the pram.

So imagine I got to carry him the whole day! He is not the lit baby he used to be liao.

Went around Vivo, nothing much to shop. Wnet Toyrus, precious's heaven.

Saw a Esprit pram in blue. It so nice.

Was still considering whether to get it or not. deariee say say precious won't be using for long and what we next time we had a baby gal how?... Hmm.

Saw a big barney from there. Asked precious whether he want anot. Instead of barney he wanted those water gun. Haiz. He's geting more ans more voilent, I guess.

In the end, we didn't anything. Went to had Jia Xiang Mian after that. Deaiee order abalone noobloe and I order fish and chip. Precious was sure to like mine so much. Kepting asking for more after finishing his.

Shop for a little while, I requested to go home. Precious was asleep on my arms and my hands are trembling. Deariee wanted to help but precious was a fussy one while he sleep. So we went home eventually.

Had a great time lota eventhough we didn't get anything

Finally! Cheers for singapore. Faster raise our pay. faster give us more money. faster make all the prices goes down.

Elise's farewell dinner

2008-08-13T19:41:00.002+08:00

Had a farewell dinner with Ann and Elise. Tml is her last day. Gonna miss her lohz.

Went home bring precious and meet them at IMm.

Reached Imm and while waiting for him. Precious is so attracted to a little gal. She is 2 mth younger than precious.Kept going over to hug her.
It it first time i see precious doing that. But too bad, that gal didn't "kan shang" precious and kept running away from him. ( Maybe she thought precious is a gal and she doesn't want to lesbian).

Went Fei Cui Seafood Restaurant to eat. Ann treated us. So nice of her. Kekez.
But it damn expensive lohz. Imagine 1 fired rice, i vege, 1 fish and 1 noodle cost bout 150+!!!
Can't believe it. I guess I could have more in kopitiam. But can't deny their food are really nice.
Ann still don't feel enough after that. Went swensen for ice-cream. So the 3 of us ad 1 lit baby enjoy our self snapping there.
It elise's treat this time. Felt so guilty that I didn't pay for any. I did bring money out that day but thay say I just started working. Asked me to save for next time. So nice and sweet of them.

Cab home after that as I can see precious is getting tired.

Tml is Elise's last day, I m worry and scared that I might not be able to cope by myself.
And I gonna miss her~

2008-08-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Update for 02.08.2008. Saturday.

Went to pai my ah ma early in the morning with deariee and family. Dan go Bishan to pai deariee's ah ma too! Haha.
it the first time that deariee bring me to see his family. So happy!
All his auntie are so friendly and nice. Had conversation with some of them nia as he got damn lot of uncle and auntie lohz. but all of them look almost the same. Even deariee also can't even remember which and which is first auntie and second auntie. He told me he just greet every one auntie and uncle can liao. Haha. So cute of deariee. Asked deariee would they mind if i got a son... Deariee told me it not up to them decide but him himself. Kekez. That what I like of him.
but I hope i still leave a good "impression" for them....
Went tiong bahru plaza to have our lunch. Had Paper pot in a jap restaurant and walk around. Saw a wedding band from gold heart. I m totally attracted to it and deariee too. it has three small jewels in both ring which represent past,present and future. Accept the past, treasure the present and stirke for the future. So meaningfull right. Somemore has magnet that also bring the both ring together. So sweet of it. So we decided to have it for our r.o.m ... Kekex. But it's still long long way to go lahz.
went home after that. caleed and wake ting up and catch some slp straight after that.
met up with ting bout 6plus. Mummy being precious out for dinner. So today is my freedom cum victory day!
Cab down to senkang for Jabez and shyanne's party. Cabfare:34.50. I was like !!!!!!!!.... Haha. tell myself to enjoy a day of "少奶奶".
jabez is so cute especially when he say thank you but din really had much chance to see shyanne as there lot of ppl but she is pretty de loh!. haha.
Hoping to see again real soon so that i can carry shyanne! Kekez.
Ting pei me to Vivo after that as she is meeting her friends too..
Mep up with deariee and his friend to watch movie. 钱不够用2...
Everyone say it not nice. But i think it meaningful lohz...

Reached home at bout 3 plus. dash to slp after that. And i realise i miss precious as i didn't spend much time with him...

2008-07-23T20:07:00.006+08:00

Updated for Sunday~ 20 July.

Just a simple little post. To show how funny ah bee is...

Went IMM as mummy want to change hp and was wanting to have our dinner there.

Just nice they are having japan food festival there. Bring ah bee to watch their performance. They will performing Japan Drum. Ah bee was like so scared and he still insist on watching it.

And i was able to snap his his funny face.

Bring Ah bee to sit the rider after the performance. But i realise all the parents nowadays are so lazy. They just put their kids there without putting money in it. So imagine they can enjoy and relax. while their kids playing with the rider. So are even worst, they could even feed their kids. Easier to feed mahz. Haha.

So me and ah bee search around the whole imm and we couldn't find any that is available.

In the end we still manage to find one. ( Me and ah bee stand in front of them, the mother still feeding her both kids. I gu yi play with my one dollar coins to let her know that i m paying for that rider. But she still very thick skin, let us have it after finished feeding her kids)

But in the end this hum ji kia dun dare to sit when it is moving....

Japan Drum Performance

My hum ji kia face

My hum ji kia holding on tight, scared fall down, anyway i think it call rider lahz. Haha. I hope i get it correct.
another bin pei gao one. I from starting of the performance till ending. This boy is still there. The father just stand down there. I bring ah bee thick skin sit inside, Letting them know we want to play.

Stupid china woman..

2008-07-23T19:47:00.003+08:00

Anyway today is my third day in FJB. Hmmm, i think i started to know what going on liao. Better dan first day, dunno what ah ling is talking about. Thank ah ling so much. Cuz she really put in effort in teaching me and she is so funny. Felt relax working there. But ah ling say it my honeymoon right now and ask me to enjoy. Wait i know everything liao dan i will know what going on.

Next friday ah ling will be leaving liao, i m kinda worry that i can't cope with the work. Haiz..

Anyway. Update bout the abuse cat post.
Today dan i know it not a kitten but a pregnant one. Only view the first few piz and it my brother who told me bout the what disfigured baby go stuck onto her heel. I was like OMG~~

Some told me it not real. But if it is not, the person who edit it is confirm kanna retribution for making me so miserable. I still thinking bout it now and i m going to curse this person every day.

If it real. Dan this stupid fucking tio gok bu. Let hope that one day she got pregnant and some one treat her that way. Maybe even worst. Maybe take out her baby and eat her baby's intestine. Maybe open up her stomach while she is alive. Hmm. Let hope for this retribution to come.

Kan Si lang cannot stand it lahz.

P.S.
Ah ting dun dare me hoh. I know u r trying to pian me into watching it cuz u know i can't tio dare de. But i m not going to view that webby.
Nei Ni Nei Ni Bu Bu~~~

2008-07-21T22:37:00.003+08:00

Plz view this web! saw this post from cowboy.

It about how a lady torture a little helpless kitten to ....... I still imagining it. Frankly i didn't see all the piz. It too disgusting liao...

http://bbs3.news.163.com/bbs/photo/86705095.html

U have to be mentally prepare.

anyway it time for my cursing!

If i really see this lady in china.
I will chop off her neh neh.

and pluck off all her chxx byxx hair.

and dan i will ask those aids carrier to fcuk her to the cores.

dan hmm....

hmm.... i will...

skin her alive and pour boiling water on her brain.

and ask monkey to eat up all her brain.

and the rest of her body parts, i guess i will feed them to my little bobby and sakura.

I hope i am not too over. But just hate that lady to the cores lahz!

end of my post~~

tml will be updating ah bee coconut head!!!!

Sorry~ Dear

2008-07-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

I just wanna blog this out.

Had been venting anger on deariee.
I make him almost cry ...
He control his temper every single one of our quarrel.
Letting me throw thing on him.
He would act like nothing happen the next day. Giving me allowance.
Asking me is precious milk powder finishing soon..
The more he avoid, the more i wanted to torture him.

Because i think he has not been spending time on me and precious.
He would rather spend time la kopi with his friend dan bringing us out.
I kept thinking that think that both of us are burden to him.
I kept thinking that he dun regard precious like his own.
I kept thinking that we will throw his face as he might worried bout bumping into his friends if we go out together.

In the end
I told him I wanted to give up.

Recently i blog bout deariee is getting a car soon.
I thought he wanted to get a car for the sake of himself.
It a men's dream of having a car of their own--I guess.

But I guess i was all wrong.
His friend come explaining to me.
Telling me that dearie wanted to get a car is because he wanted to bring us go out.
He thought of working two job in order to be enough to pay the monthly instalment of the cars.
He did went for the night job, it was too tough. I m the one who ask him to stop going.
He wanted to sell away he's scooter which is so-called more important than his life just to get one car.

Felt so guilty bout all these thing. He is trying so hard just to give us a better life and yet i think so negatively of him.

Just to blog out to say i m truly sorry.

late photos

2008-07-19T15:26:00.005+08:00

Photo that are extremely late~~~

Any Way had hair cut for precious today~ Coconut style for him again. Still prefer the cut that bao fen did for him last time. Will upload soon~~

Holiday Moods

2008-07-19T15:08:00.005+08:00

Yst was my last day, Next week gonna to FJB liao. So Happy!
An shi deariee i wanna buy new clothes and let pray tml he will give me money.
I got nothing to miss in my current ones. Only this hypo makes me creep.
There nothing.
Nut i gonna miss the fish & chip at water hub.
The little puppy down stair ..

Felt so relax~Maybe it because i dun have to go back anymore liao. No need to care bout those hypo, who swee swee come view my blog and kpo. Aleast i can write anything i want le.

Reached home, as usual do my hsework and let precious watch his barney show at the living room. So that i can look after him while doing hse work.
Was day-dreaming that maybe next year if i really could be able to save enough money, we could be able to go oversea.
I m not greedy at all, maybe near near singapore. Like KL or maybe bali island, bring pap, mama, my 2 bro, precious and of course deariee go. .
Day dreaming till half way, I think i should check a lookout on precious.

My dreaming bubbles burst after seeing him.

Precious need to have his chao chao if he needs to sleep, drink milk and of course watching his barney. So imagine if we go overseas, we have to bring his chao chao along too.

But..

How are we going if we need to bring all these:

Cum my little red pillow he also want to take. Just to watch the Barney show.

Finally

2008-07-16T22:01:00.003+08:00

I guess Some should have i already change mai blog link! Haha. Ya.
For those who know what is going on~ Finally i can say what i want to say liao le!
Horray~~

Today was mai kan suei(unlucky) day!

Deariee gave me $30 lahz! Thought can top up my ez-link and tong till end of this week liao. As you see, i m empty again~

First--- I lose mai $10
Second---I forgot to bring Cigarette to work, use up my 10 to buy cigarette
........... Story continue

This moring, I had a dream. Maybe is i so so hoping FJb(Ah ting sister(Elise) de company) would employ me lahz. Dan my dream console me.
The dream was telling mr that i had a miserable hard times in my new company. And i prefer my current company back.
Wake up, was thinking through out. But Fjb is not calling me today! I will stay in my current company. Hoping to let the god to decide everything.

Fjb was suppose to call me between 11:45-12:30..
Wait...
and waited...
12:30 sharp but they din call.
I tell myself maybe god want me to stay in this company.....(Lie to myself lahz)
Work as usual, Dun wanna think so much.
5:45. Time to off, Home Sweet Home.

Walk to bus-stop with yinggie.
I realise I forgot to bring my hp.
Call company and say I left my Hp there, ask them to help me keep.
Wait 15min for bus with yinggie.
Bus arrive and i realise i forgot to bring my purse as well! (my ez-link is inside)
Decided to wait for next bus, go back to company to get my hp and purse...
Yinggie decided to take cab back.
Was wondering whether to take cab or bus, 6:30. I be able to catch up if i take bus.
Say a miss call in my hp... 6..........
Call back and ask who is it.

Answer...FJB
My heart was like~~~~~ Hur hur

I will be going over next month. Haha. Horray!
So fated right!

Third----I wasted my left over cash on cab...

End of my day....

haiz. there nothing i can do

2008-07-14T18:55:00.004+08:00

latest news! Went back to mummy's sch after dinner. Was suppose to bring the mummy rat and babies together to see whether the mummy will eat them up noy. Reached there, to our surprise! The mummy rat is gone! Wondering how she run?! well, nobody knows. We will stunned when we saw the cage was empty!
7.00pm, babies are gone, they can't survive through. Left with 4. Well i guess. There's nothing we can do anymore.

Was on leave today. Bring precious to kk hospital for his follow up. It the little lump on his neck. Shun bian ask docter y ish his flu lasting for so long.
Docter say it was the causes of the weather and kid are more sensitive.
As for his lump, he need to go for sugery.To take the lump out in order to prevent infection.
Said to be a minor surgery. But it was digging a big big hole in my heart. Imagine he is going through the pain?! yet he is still so young. No choice. Est to be 500 plus. Lucky can be deducted in my medisave.
Make appointment for his surgery. It on Nov. Hope this day faster come and faster go. Aleast it can put down a big big rock in my heart.

Went to ah ting sis there after that. Hmmm. Like it so much. I hope i can sucess. Hoo Hoo.

Waiting for thomas to come over now. Hoping to save the last four. God bless.

Let's pray.

2008-07-13T19:12:00.007+08:00

If u hate rats,Please dun view this blog.
Okie. mummy caught a rats in her sch and she found babies! Kekez. 12 of them.
They haven open their eyes yet. Mummy almost cry when she saw them. Called me and ask me for help.
I dun even know what to do with them. Their rats. Nor puppy or kitten. Reached there. Ther so cute! Omg. They look so lovely. U won't imagine they are rats!
Call deariee for help, he got anxious too! Searching and finding ways of what to do with them. Told deariee if we could be able to put the mummy and baby together and just leave them there. Deariee say they will eat them up as the mummy already know the whole family is in "danger". In order to protect her babies, she would eat all of them up rather dan letting her enemy eat.
We can't just leave them there either, their going to starve to death.
Out of no choice. I called the SPCA to seek help. They doesn't want to help in the first place. Rats are PEST and not PET. I beg them telling them we doesn't want see the babies die due to starving in front of us. After such a long conversation, they decied to come and take the babies. But no gaurteet that whether they will put down or not. My heart aches. They are only in this world for bout 1 day and now they're facing this. Mummy say no choice, They are RATS.
While wait for the SPCA, we decided to try to feed them. aleast they wun become hungry ghost baby rats. I can see mummy's tears almost come down as she love animal so much. After feeding, mummy rinse them with warm water, she's scared the ants might come and bite them. So thoughtful of mummy. But everything seem hopefully

Feeding them.

the mummy rat is inside

Cute right?! But rat..

After bathing, drying them up

Tear papers to keep them warm. A call save them! hopefully. My brother's friend wanted to keepo all of them including thesmother! Wondering who could keep rats? Well, this friend of my bro,Thomas. he kepts lizard, snake, frog alot of wierd "pet" with him. So i felt save giving him.

But the problem now was feeding. We are worried that the babis are unable to survive as they dun have their mother's milk. And it so hard to feed them. Imagine 12 of them!

Thomas had already bring the babies back home, the mother is still in my mother's sch. cuz it abit agaitated when we transfer her ti the cage. We scared it might commit sucide. Let her peace down .Gonna meet up after dinner, to test whether the mother will eat the baby anot. if she does, dan dan have to try to feed them. Let's pray they will grow up will as a pet under thomas's care!

Transfering the mother rat to cage~

Saturday Outing

2008-07-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Late post again. I m lazy I know. Kekez.
Went out with deariee early morning there to go for .........., just in case ah ting jie jie there can't. Monday will know the answer. Went tiong bahru plaza -with deariee after that. I wanna eat the japan paper pot but deariee think it nt nice3. So we had mos burger. It been a long time we had a date out since....
Went to shop around, Saw a few clothes from iora with i like it so much. Ganna fget them when my pay's out.Shop and shop but deariee only cares bout talking to his friend bout lion dance. Half way through, deariee say he need to go ABC market to talk to his friend.End my shopping and we go ABC market. Stay there til bout 2pm, I thought deariee wanna end this date le. I guess he thinks i might get angry bahz. So he suggested going to queensway shopping centre. went there, I realise i m like a auntie le. So many teens there and their wearing are so trendy! HooHoo. Shop around, Bought polo tee for precious and boxer for deariee.I guess i really ggot not enough for myself. There's so many thing i wanna get for precious and deariee. Haiz. I want more!
Went home and it feels so good to see precious and he misses me too! Kekez. I just love him lahz!

Started to realise me and deariee had alot of dispute recently. I dun know y but i hope it end soon. I know it my fault as i kept venting my anger on him. I dun know y. Dispute of all this, He still treat him so good. Just because my grandpa wanted a buy instant coffee and it late night, He could rush down early in the morning to get him one. That's so bad of me....

Junrong point

2008-07-06T16:36:00.011+08:00

Went jurong point to get precious thing and shun bian out for a walk~
Met up with ah ting and Ariel. Val was still in the hospital
Had fish & Co and our little auntie decided to go NTUC for a walk.
Bought so many stuff and we suddenly remember that we need to go kiddy palace to buy precious.
Gotta no choice but to bring out bags along to kiddy palace. I guess the both of us was damn bek chek.kekez.
Lucky Ariel was sitting quietly in her pram and my precious could enjoy himself with all the toys there. Although he make alot of fuss there.
*Tips to all mummy, if your child is making alot of fuss in public area. Do not need to whack himin front of anyone. Just pretend that u do not know this baby and act blur walk pass.
Both of us wa bakchekly carrying our bags while shopping for our stuff and suddenly precious push a cart to us out of no where.kekez. Done with our staff went cabbed home quickly.

Luckily we could finish our shopping with no injury that day.(precious is abit dangerous)
Pix~

P.S. i realise precious started to have this boy boy look. i realise he is getting more and more handsome.BHB. kekez. Maybe i won't be having a supermodel as my bf in this life time. But it not bad having a super model yandao kia as my son.

Supermodel--tall and ang mo look
Precious--tall and ang mo look.

If u wanna your daughter to be his gf, u can start registering now.

HAhaha..

Dreaming away!!

lazy to blog...

2008-07-06T16:14:00.009+08:00

update!
I realise i m so lazy to blog recently. Kekez. Any way leave to spider web in my blog~ kekez.
went ah ting hse the day before val give birth. wanna see this pregnant mummy one more time ya..
Ariel has grown up so much. and she's... so cute. barney and elmo siao.. kekez.
Let the pix say everything.~
From ah ting~

2008-06-29T10:47:00.002+08:00

I realise i had been getting more and more lazy to bog ~~

2008-06-29T10:24:00.009+08:00

26/06/08 Thursday

Was working till halfway and found pauline online in MSN. She had gotta M.I.A since last year if I'm not wrong. Msn her asking how was she and had she given birth. She did reply me.
She had given birth to a little baby girl.
Arrange for a meet up with her at IMM As i so so want to see her princess.
Some how, I need to replenish my pantry as well. See whether giant got offer mahz!
Went back and bath for precious and met up with pauline at round 8.
Met up at Imm de sky garden and there a real big playground. Precious was so happy when he saw that. The next min, he's missing. Vanish into the pool of playground~~
Saw Her baby girl, so cute, small small de. So wai nian precious was new born that time. Now that he's already so big liao. Kekez.
Carry and carry, I dun felt tired at all. But i just can't bear to put her down.
After precious and joel's party time, we went to had our dinner. Guess what i ate again?? Fish & chip!! I so craving for fish & chip nowadays. Went to giant and brought my thing. and off we go as it's getting late.
Hoping for a next meeting up as i really had a great time with them.
Pix pix:

2008-06-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

Another boring day at home. So sianz. Pester dearie so long to bring me to you tiao da wan. Finally we're going tonight. Faster come home. I pray!
Kekez. Precious had been getting out of hand.
He played with my nail polish. Polishing his smally small nails.
Take deariee asthem inhaler to inhale.Got the phew phew sound somemore.
Take my brother spec to wear.
Everything! He's getting smarter and been learning thing he seen once.

There's one incident today which i think really cute.
He poo poo on his pamper and ask my mum to change for him. My mum ask him to take his pampers to her. He ran inside the room, take his pampers and pass it to my mum.
Ran inside to room again. We thought he might take another one so we shouted him to come back. Guess what he take out of the room?
His nappy rash cream and wet tissue. kekez.

Recently he had been wanting to ride thing. Including his bag. I guess because he had a riding horse in the precious school and he alway play with it. Thought og getting one bicycle for him.
That the latest update of my precious..
Dress up and time for you tiao da wan! It our first out placing. kekez.

Nice touchingSong!

2008-06-21T18:15:00.004+08:00

Ever encounter this song while watching "意难忘" Hokkien Drama with precious last time. I sound nice but i wasn't really interested in it. Because it's old song.
kekez.Mummy wanted to search for song today. Eventually she want this very song. She told me the name of it. 鲁冰花.
Sound Orbit right?
But there's a so-called story behind.
If u r a mother,
I m sure u will get touch by this song.
This song was sing by those orphans whom parent died in 四川震灾
Imagine they cry singing this song. Imagine how badly they want their parents to come back to their side. Protect them, taking care of them.
Do enjoy. Lyrics was given. It was bout the the child was separate with mother.
I didn't have it auto play. So play it yourself!

鲁冰lu bin hua -

天上的星星不说话
地上的娃娃想妈妈
天上的眼睛眨呀眨
妈妈的心啊鲁冰花
家乡的茶园开满花
妈妈的心肝在天涯
夜夜想起妈妈的话
闪闪的泪光鲁冰花
矮闪闪的泪光鲁冰花
天上的星星不说话
地上的娃娃想妈妈
天上的眼睛眨呀眨
妈妈的心啊鲁冰花
家乡的茶园开满花
妈妈的心肝在天涯
夜夜想起妈妈的话
闪闪的泪光鲁冰花
矮矮
夜夜想起妈妈的话
闪闪的泪光鲁冰花
矮矮
夜夜想起妈妈的话
闪闪的泪光
我知道
半夜的星星会唱歌
想家的夜晚
它就这样和我一唱一和
我知道
午后的清风会唱歌
童年的蝉声
它总是跟风一唱一和
当手中握妆华
心情却变得荒芜
才发现世上一切都会变卦
当青春剩下日记
乌丝就要变成白发
不变的只有那首歌
在心中来回的唱

yUMMy

2008-06-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

He Telling u he is angry!

Had a boring night yst! Ai yoyo. My company holding a farewell party for one of our colleague. It a KTV and GM book the whole hall. Shiok right!? Everyone in the company go except for me. Haiz. No choice, no body look after baby.
Haiz.
Deariiee went to fetch his sai guan member yishun. Sianz. No freedom!

Alright!Bad newz.
Dunno the who lahz, dun want say. Ask deariiee take lorry instead of car. Saying lorry cheaper, convenient for lion dance troupe. Of course lahz. You're one of the head there, Deariee take, you're to gain as well. dan what diesel cheaper lahz. Bull shit!
Deariee got ask whether i want car or lorry. But i can see his heart already move toward to the lorry liao. So i told him of course i will prefer car but anyway u r the one paying not me. So it up to u to choose. But u choose lorry lahz. Cheaper mahz! in a very sarcastic way.
Haiz.. Bye bye mai little blackie conda....

So next time if deariee got difficulties in paying this lorry, I m not going to help!
Help if u r capable!

Ok! Say something tat bring up my mood.
I so so craving for the fish and chip at Waterhub's canteen past 2 weeks. But only the staff there can go. I went the once. When Professor Khor bringing me in. They're fish and chip really nice!
So Yst ask professor Khor being me go again! Haha. He did and treat me with the fish and chip as well. Nice and shiok! haha.

yummy

Really like professor Khor alot. He's very nice! He's already 70 plus i guess, retired and was invited by our boss come back to work again. I guess he must be very Li hai bahz. He knows how to speak jap and eventually went alot of country to work as well. Although he's very naggy, but i still like him!Seeing him and makes me think of my ah gong. I miss my ah gong! Think tml go visit him. kekez..

Mattress that i bought that day,

P.s. Dun care bout the extra...

Precious Little bed( It a little messy)

Lame.. BoBOBo

2008-06-19T00:29:00.004+08:00

Chio Bu!
Snap Snap!

Someone must be very jealous! HooHoo

First day of school~

2008-06-18T23:37:00.008+08:00

16.06.08 Monday!

Took leave today, as i have to pei precious to his childcare. I don't want him to have any fear to his new school
ol anymore.

Reached, Precious cried when he saw me put his bag down. Thought i might just leave him and go off. Kept telling him mummy is not leaving you today. Calm down after sometimes and start exploring his new school. From what i see, there's more toy in this school! Kekez. Teacher see that he has peace him, starting to bring him to his class. Imagine my precious starting making friends there by hugging and kissing. Whenever he walk pass one little children, he would say hi to them. But somehow he still sit alone playing with his toys and doesn't want join in the group.
The kids there is cute LOHZ. Imagine they will take their own bag along when it comes to bath time. some only 1 plus to 2 taking a big big bag. Precious took his bag and follow them too but i stop him as he just had his bath before he came.
But it just so cute when seeing him kissing around and hugging making friend.
One thing's good there is, It's air-conditioned!HooHoo. Hoping precious could feel more comfortable..

Went off when he is taking nap, went home to rest.
Went Je after that to get boaster, pillow and blanket for precious that need in his childcare.
Bought some clothes for him too. Barney again.
Full set barney! Haha. I guess my son is going to turn himself into barney.

anyway, I guess i m broke again!

Happy father's day!

2008-06-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

15.06.08..

It father's day!

happy father's day to all!

Bring daddy out to eat at jurong. Poor deariee couldn't join us as he had to work, So spend his father's day at his workplace. But thank god precious did make father's day card for him. And gave him the sweetest kiss!
Will update the card, Make by me and precious.
Same as mother's day, We had Zhu Chao and the differences is i pay on my own with one's help.
So proud of myself!
I guess daddy was happy! haha. Cuz he went to buy the number of the receipt. Kekex.
I hope next year i will bring him to restaurant!

After, we went to take a walk at the basar malam!
It's better than the precious one. More things to shop.
Saw one mickey mouse family mattress, It's really cute!
Bargain with the aunty from 95 till 80.
4 pillow case
1 boaster case
i bed sheet
1 comforter

Cheap right! and it's 100% cotton somemore.
I so so love it!
Ask deariee to chu 50 dallor and i chu 30.
kekez.
Went to search for precious's addict! BARNEY!
I dun know when he started to love barney. But imagine he just want everything to be barney!
But too bad, didn't got him any. It's so so hard to find barney nowaday!
Including the Vcd.

West take jewellery and bought deariee one diamond ring for his birthday! I know it still few month's away! But i it Gss, their really having having great sale! 50% discount!
after the 50% , it only cost 549! It suppose to be thousand plus!
There goes my saving! But imagine deariee alway buy so many thing for me. So i think i should get something nice to him also.kekez. Eventually i think i have to Kao deariee for the rest of my monthsssss! haha

Updates

2008-06-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

Updates for 05.06.08 Mai 21st birthday!

Frankly speaking, didn't plan to have any celebration on this special day. Summore it's 21! kekez. Planned to have a peaceful and normal day as usual.
But thank to prosper marine. (Mai company).They always had a monthly birthday celebration. Mine's counted! kekez.
I just simply love every one there! Their alway so thoughtful!

Pix will be updated! <>

Anyway recieve Fr3b's sample! Thank! It really nice. Could thought of buying it.
Will update more about it!

updates!

2008-06-07T15:32:00.014+08:00

Update for 01/06/08 Sunday~

Went auntie house as mummy need to help her bap bao zhang. It been a long long time I've neen to her house. As usual nothing much changes expect for the num of ppl in her hse. hurhur*

Auntie started maid agency a year plus ago. So her house was full of maid that hasn't found their owner yet. So I live like a queen that very day. kekez. Precious too. he had his very own personal maid.

Other dan maid, auntie has lota toys too! kekez. So i guess the one who really really enjoy was gonna be precious!

After my queen life, It's time for shopping! kekez. Had to really really buy clothers for my work as i dun have much office wear. Went Amk Hub. It my first time there! It not very big but i think they have lot of thing to buy!
Bought
a Skirt for mulan: 39.90
a shirt for glitter glam: 42.50 after 20%
a shirt for red 2: 36
total : 118.40
So I guess Gss didn't help much! Haha. It consider expensive to me lahz!
Went terminal 3 as auntie say we should take a look at our new terminal.
It nice! and big i guess. as i seldom went airport. the most enjoy was percious. Running here and there and got himseif a big bak lu K on his forehead! haha. Run till lose balance and fall. <> Haha.
And that the end of my Lovely Sunday!

Reached home at 1 plus am!

Picture!

there's still more outside doing houseowrk!

Fr3b

2008-05-31T23:07:00.004+08:00

Anyway there an Adsat my side bar.

Fr3b. It was posted in cakee's blog and I decided to view. As i saw the words FREE.
kekez.
Turn out to be interesting. where U can have free sample, products or voucher and earn point as well.
It worth trying!
And I Sinply Love it!

Just click on
http://www.fr3b.com/referral_program.php?referrer_token=2b74a58a805a371b5278399671986aad

You Spoil Everything!

2008-05-31T16:22:00.010+08:00

I was so looking forward to today. As i Just gotta my pay and Gss is here! Thought of buying my office wear today as well as celebrating my birthday using today's outing.
I decided IMM as there more activity for precious and I wanna spend my day with precious.
I gotta cash cheque as my citi bank account haven come yet. So means I have to go before 12 to get my salary. Wake up early with precious and had everything prepared. Deariee say he wanna tag along. I told him to stay at home as he was damn sick since yst. He insist on going saying it's his off day. OK!
Reached JE, the weather started to change but we manage to reach IMM before it rain, shop around and there was lot of children activity going around. I m sure precious was so looking forward to it.
I decided to had our lunch at Wan Zai. But there's alot of ppl and some one's face is turning black.
Wait for some while. Finally there's table for us. Ask deariee what he wanted, he say anything. So i ordered YuanYang Baked rice for him & Pork Chop Baker riced for myself.
Pork chop baked rice Yuanyang baked rice

Ma po tofu

Frankly speaking they really sucked up to cores!

End up. He say it's totally suck! And he left the whole plates there. Nag & Nag. I tolerate!Precious made a fuss out of the restaurant!
He nag & nag
I tolerate!
Precious water bottle splash the whole pram.
He nag & nag
I tolerate!
Finally It time for us to shop. He just push the pram and wait for me and precious outside the shop.Wah Lau.
I guess my tears almost burst out. But i tell myself to tolerate.
It an outing for my birthday! Can't u give in to me. Y are u so practical!
End up, he said y not just go home as precious is tired. U want go home dan say lahz. Find excuses! U could just stay at home if u're sick.
So we went home.
Till now I'm still tolerating his snoring......

Pix of precious at IMM:

It aaaaa few nia! As he hardly play....... -_-"'

Absent From Work.

2008-05-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

I m totally very moody today! ok!

Absent from work today. Haing headache. It so pain lohz. I guess it It was becuase being caught in the rain these few day bahz. Wake up as usual early in the morning. But the pain is killing me!
Damn it. Hate this kind of feelingz.
Haiz i still haven confirm wan lehz. tok 2 unpaid leave last month and Mc this month. Confirm very bad impression liao. Our company don't ppl to absent from work de.

All my effort that I have put in, I guess has gone to waste le. What Hubby say is correct. Haven't confirm take MC liao. What will people think? Hmm.. But my head is damn pain mahz!

Sleep till the whole morning. Recieve a Message.
Which I think It Hurting. Is the world running too fast or My brain slow. Or no one understand my way of speech.

I really don't recall about saying those thing. But yet I m indeed again. After so many incident. I found out that I m always the last to know or even kanna in this.
Maybe the problem lies on me. It either I don't catch their ball or they din catch my ball bahz. Even once i thought maybe i don't belong to this world, maybe i belong to some other planet who speak the same like me? haha.
Always. what i m trying to say will not become what they heard.
Turn out to kanna Suan.
Haha. The feeling hurtz, but it my fault bahz.
haha. anyway I don't even know what i m trying to say now. Been feeling dizzy.

Happy Birthday! aH ting

2008-05-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my sweetie pie cum bitch!
Thank for Alway be there when I need you.

Ah Ting! Happy 21st Birthday!

Peacful Sunday~

2008-05-26T00:05:00.009+08:00

Time to blog~ Since precious has go to his dream land and It mai world now!
ok! Went to hubby's sis house for my eye brow tattoo.It's my second touch up liao. But the outcome was still the same. LA PI XIAO XIN. Guess I have to tolerate with this Lapi xiaoxi image for a few day until the first layer of skin peel off.
Chio Bu*

La Pi Xiao Xin -_-"'

Went home and slack with precious. Watched the Sichuan Charity show at 7pm. Kept telling myself not to donate as I really don't trust donations anymore. But they're really so ke lian and needs help, especially those orphans.
They lose their parents. I'm sure those who watch must have cry! As i Cry too.
Watch and watch till there's one part showing two little girl read out "妈妈,不要哭". It so touching! And i cry till my face damn red. Precious saw me crying, started cry with me and use his after bath towel to wipe off my tears. *so sweet*. Aleast i know precious really cares for me so much that he doesn't want me to be sad.
In the end I did donate., $18 as I don't have much to spare.
Hubby came back and precious start to forget bout me. Two of them went inside the room and started their PSP!.
It think it really so ke lian that imagine u lose your kins?
I really can't imagine I lose precious.

Pix of Mummy and son~

Tipical hsewife and tipical baby~

Mai Yao Dao Kia~
Mai Piggie

Please donate to those orphans in Sichuan. They really need our help!
They need a Home and school as well. Thk!

I change mai blog skin

2008-05-23T23:14:00.003+08:00

Finally change my blog skin liao.
Wanted to choose something like mature mature those kind, but i think i still can't get pink and sweet of my mind.
I think my blog skin is really sweet! haha.
Anyway edit some of it as i m really really tired, update tml when precious taking his nap.

Few help!

1st:
I wanted to change my tagboard. Can anyone intro?
Esp those sweet sweet wan. Kekez.

2nd:
OKie! I know i m day dreaming again!
This time, my friend ask me to further study in office skill. I read the courses in BMC. It ex! But can monthly instalment lahz and i still can afford it. There enroll date on oct and just nice after precious and hubby's birthday.
Any advice?
It's 7 to 9pm on wed and fri. Which is mean there's no one looking after precious. I thought of changing precious back to babysitter if i really go take that course. But i think precious won't be learing anything bahz.
Or maybe it either let the babysitter look after precious for me for 2 hrz on fri and wed nia. 50 buckz.

HooHoo

2008-05-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

Hahaz. Finall. Mai Nuffnang is up. Kekez.

Thank~ Cai Ling~

y mai blog like that..

2008-05-20T23:29:00.004+08:00

Started to get so pek chek of mai blog. first, my blog skin is so old liao and skin i can't place nuffnang adds! CCb. Everything ok liao but just cannot lehz, Maybe i tot bahz. Dun know how to place bahz.

Call john to claim more maintenance today. Precious is growing and everything needs money. My salary it self really unable to support the both of us. Don't wanna take money on dearie anymore as he already fu chu alot liao. Of course I wanna set aside some money for any emergency use and precious education.

John say he want reciept for precious childcare. damn lan jiao lang right. I mean even without the reciept u ought to give more as well. He is still a new born baby mahz? Only need milk powder nia. John say only can give till 330 nia. I accept. Cuz i have planning og my own so give in to him first..

Since he want everything black and white. So i Type out a very "formal" letter of Maintenance claim for him.

Can see mahz? Yupz. Maintenance fees still can give discount want. And still let him know that this the price of precious's daily necessories and milk powder at sheng siong, doesn't mean other super market is as chaep as in sheng siong. Kekez. I want to let him know. Although he got give maintenance doesn't mean he is paying any responsibilities, go around telling everyone that he is doing his part as a father.

Anyway, I'm going to mai dream land liao. Good night. It gonna be a sweet dream tonight.

Surprise!

2008-05-19T14:36:00.013+08:00

Today i went to singapore Flyer~~
Hoohoo. It was really really nice. But damn ex lohz.per person 30 dallorz.
Didn't bring precious go as i really scared he jumpo here and there and the whole capsule drop down. . But it was damn big and damn stable lohz. So next time can bring him go liao as deariee say we gonna try the night time want. Cuz it will be different kind of view liao.
Wake up 6:30 early in the moring. Deariee say have to go early. I thought he wanted to go early as he dun wanted a long queue. But...
kekez.
Pix~ It'd really nice where everything seems so small to me. deariie is so li hai. Haha. He still can even point out the merlion to me. where i can't see lohz.
And of course when we reaches the highest peak~ Deariee suddenly propose to me. It was kinda sudden to me. I din expect he chose to propose to me in this way. kekez. Can't explain how it feels. But it really seems immpossible to me. Having someone to love me again.I bet this gonna be once in a life time liao. kekez. And now i know y deariee wanna go so early. So he won't feel pai sai infront of everyone proposing to me. HooHoo.
Deariee remain the posture for me to snap snap~

I love this Guy. I do and i will~

It a real diamond! It has Gia international cert. Tellling us how many carat, colour grade, clarity grade amd cut grade.Mine was 0.41 carat. colour grade: G, Clarity grade: VS1 and Cut grade: excellent. the polish: excellent, symmety: very good and flourescence: none.

Always expect the unexpexted. My mind was still in a blank by deariee sudden propose, And the next surprise. Deariee brought me to build-a-bear shop and ask me choose one bear and design it. I couldn't think of anything so i ask deariee to grab one and design with me. Both of us choose bride and groom.

The bear was really special. It has their very own heart, where's deariee's heart in mine and mine in his. We put on each other's bear after making wish. And our bear comes alive!haha. After having everything all done. We still have to name our teddy and create a birthcert for them. We name the bride siling and the groom jason. Sweet right? kekez. It really not that ex than you expected. I think after having all this cost only 70 per bear. Which i think it really worth it.

Sometimes You could really think thing are hopeless once you met your end. But it never been that way. God will arrange a right path for you. Even though we met after so many thing happen. Even if I already had one baby boy. We still loves each other like other's do. Like other normal couples. Like other normal parents. We treasure, respect and love each other with cares and of course to our little precious as well.

Happy Mother's day!

2008-05-11T22:37:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's day t0 all mummy~

All mummy's mummy as well..

My second year celebrating Mother's day as a mother!

But this year is different!

As i got mother's day gift from mai little precious! First and ever. Haha.

Althought I know mai precious only help by sticking the heart shape and putting the dry flower in. But I m already satisfied le. Esp when he pass it to me that moment. U could really felt your tearz coming out. Kekez.

Bring Mummy to eat today. Dearie Pay for the dinner. Was so guilty that i never give mummy anything. As i got no money Liao. But overrall. I had a great great mother's day this year.

Love Mai little precious~

May 9, 2008

Late Posting, Kekez. Had mother's celebration i mai company as well. Thank to prosperians Ladies Club .Love them so much,

single mum is alway a single mum!

2008-05-07T08:44:00.002+08:00

Yst again, My boi bite someone elso again. My goddness! Haiz.
Even if bite also bite someone who's worth biting mahz. He went to bite the school most hao lian de son. Kns.
kanna said by farking butch till ....

You know your son bite again?!
It not the first time anymore?!
See my son's hand?!
U should disciple youe son.....

i wanted to fight back but there's nothing I could say...

Teacher explain the incident to us.
It was my precious taking his water bottle and this fellow wanted to snatch back.
My precious not happy dan bite lohz..

whack precious till he dunno who's mama infront of the teacher and that bitch.
My heart really aches,
My wish for him was to be kuai kuai and now hw's acting like a sum seng kia/

But come to think of it.
How am my precious to the bottle belong to other. Everything in the childcare was suppose to share. ( I think it his thinking).
He was only 1 plus year and the youngest there.
That fellow should have tel the teacher instead of snatching from him.

The funniest was..
The teacher was able to know the whole incident and why didn't she stop when they started snaching the water bottle?! and this might have stop the tragedy!!

Hope my precious bite got posion! Posion him~
Curse that family got car accident, thunder shock, mother jump down from 100 storey, father being rape. the son... ..... let my precious rape!

Lastly the teacher blind better. cuz she no different from blind now!

I know I'm JIAN~
But can you imagine.
That fucking bitch after saying me. Call her husband infront of me. Wei, Your little son is being bitten up again. The same boy who bite his hand wan lohz~

U will feel the same way like me now.

Mummy Little prcecious~ i m sorry that i've whack you yst~ You're pain on hand. But mummy's heart is bleeding..

My Premium photo!

2008-05-03T14:11:00.001+08:00

Mai Little greatest love. Thank for the "support" you given mie. I love you!

high And Low

2008-05-03T13:32:00.008+08:00

Wake Up early this morning. Yesh! Went to have brakfast with dearie and precious.

Reach mac and the sit was totally full. I was carring baby standing in the middle of mac. Saw a bunch of poly student, 4 person occupying 2 tables with only 2 ice milo on the table, chit chatting. Wah kao. Gu yi stand carry baby and stand in front of them. They saw me but act blur.
I tried to give them chances by continue standing there. but precious started to get bek chek liao i think his hungry as well bahz. So i shouted 4 person with 2 tables like that can. I think they heard it and started to move to 1 table. and as for the thick skin me~ of course straight away sit on that unoccupied table, where deariee was abit pai sei lahz. hahaz.

Dun know how to say nowaday de teenager! esp. they're poly student lehz.wah lao.

ok! back to me. after our breakfast, decided to to bring bb for his hair cut. His coconut hair was kinda long le. Wanted to cut back the same hair style but deariiee say cut sumthing that more boy lahz. same thing. Had to chu tong 3 person for just a simple hair cut. kekez.
Came home after that as precious is tired le.

May 2, 2008

Moody miee.
gurl, I know u really in need of money. But I really can't help u. Mai situation also not very good. I m a mother liao. I wanna be a responsile mother. I m sorry.

Work was so tired for mie. document was pile up. I just couldn't finish up .
Time passes so fast but it seems that i hasn't done anything yet. ai yoyo.

Bought these ice cream for only $7! can u believe.
kekez, Lighten up mai day~

A carton of 24 chocolate cost only 4.5 and the cone was only 60cent. cheap right?

Labour Day`~~

2008-05-01T22:02:00.006+08:00

Today's labour day! A great day for us! haha.

Sleep till 1 pm with dearie and baby as well. My god!~ when did the three of us turn so piggie har??! hur hur. Went to clementi after that as dearie wanted to helphis friend buy Psp. I guess the price in clementi was really cheap. Dear bought me clothes for my office. I dun really like the top much but dear say it nice. But the skirt's sweet. kekez. Went home after after that as i really miss precious lota.

And tml?

work... haiz

Precious Recent photo:

Have my greatest breakfast~~ hoho

2008-04-25T08:59:00.003+08:00

Today dearie bring me and precious go school and work. Yupz. As usual that little ones cry again. Dear was heart pain seeing him like that, but i numb liao. It two month liao yet he still like that, maybe have to wait he grow older bahz. Went to eat breakfast at the market nearby precious's sch. Had my fav maggie cum fried chicken and it cout almost 3 dallor! so ex..

really had my greatest breakfast. Cuz dear dear first time wake up so early bring me go eat. haha. But really had hard times waking him up. Chu tong le me, precious and mummy dan he willing to wake. Even make our Mr nice baby. Precious Baby throw temper. kekez.
Every time scold me pig, can't wake up in the morning. In the end...
he's worst than me....

Ok! It alreay 9am liao and I have to get back to my rubbish.

I miss my two marcho!~~~~

My little boy... haiz

2008-04-24T08:31:00.002+08:00

Wake up damn early today. Just to talk to my precious's princlpe! He beated other children up. Haiz. Tiong complain. But there's nothing I can do!

This not the first time anymore. I really don't know what I should do to stop him. Because if he listen to me, he won't call me "mei" instead of mummy.
He won't slap me when I scold him. No matter how i beat him whack him. He just couldn't stop his misbehavior!

Yesterday beat him up like hell, kept asking him y he beat other children. Asking me to stop and hide inside his pla pan. It hurts me to see that. But i have to teach him. If not he's gonna be hooligans when he grow up.

But dear told me it common about this. As Kids are alway King at home and they don't have to share toys with other. So in childcare, children tend to fight over toys and this causes them to fight. Yup!

Dear say I was lucky. Cuz precious is the one bullying ppl and not kanna bully.
-_-"' .
He's the youngest there. In two month's time. I tiong 3 complain case liao!

kekez. Hoping today i could finish up my thing in time and go fetch him, shun bian apologize to the "victim"'s parent. yup!

I m Glad.

2008-04-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

I know my blog has got lot of spider web liao. Kekez.
Lot of thing happen which makes me no mood undating anything.
First, my work
Second, my boy is seriously sick for the last 2 week.
Third, I m pregnant. Shock? Joking lahz.

Anyway. I found a new job. Being a Admin in a small small office. haha.
Everything was smooth as i just do my work and dun talk much. That it!
kekez..

Feeling giddy these few day. I think i wasn't getting enough sleep. Not really used to waking up so early. haiz. That the bad point of working in office.

And i really had nothing to blog!!!
Just coming to clear my spider wed nia. Kekez.
Anyway i will try to update more. ok?

No one can be trusted!

2008-03-31T21:08:00.003+08:00

I know I had been missing. But it so stressful on work. Alright! I m being back stab, which i don't even know why? New therapist came, she seems capable. Everyone kept telling me she snatch my customer.I thought it's fairness that matter, so i call my boss lynn but She asked me to tolerate till my new manager come. I cried calling my manager telling her all my things.I think she hate her as well and was trying to find trouble. I ask her not to tell lynn about it as i only wanna find someone to talk to and i only trust her. But.. Lynn call and scold! Saying I'm finding trouble. Others said it none of their business. Alright me again...
Found so betrayed. Everyone kept telling me they're customer being snatch, telling me that new therapist called my customer.
But now than i realised I din see with my own eyes, why should i listen to what they say?! They just need someone to bring up the fire against that new girl, and that me! Now that problem is up, everyone run away.
me?!
called my manager abd before i start questioning her, she said she din see with her own eyes so she can't say anything. But did I ask her to say?!

Feeling so deep down these few day. Everyone was pushing blame when thing come. haiz. But life still goes on and maybe i could even stronger after this incident.

o.o9.o8~ I met him Year's ago!

2008-03-09T23:15:00.007+08:00

Today's our 1st anniversary. Specially took off day for today! We's been together for a year and it so fast.

Planned to go for steamboat as i long wanted for it. But Tian Gong Bu zhuo mei.It raining so heavily in teban so it means no bike out today. We decided to take cab. Cabbed down to bugis Chuan Yi Pin. A disappointment for me. Their food really suck~ But we manage to make ourself full lahz.

Cabbie Before After
Afer which, Deariee wanted going to parco for a walk, Was stunned. As he said he would never ever step in bugis as there's so many beng, erm....Saw astro boy de t-shirt and dear wanted to buy as a couple shirt but it turn out to be kinda man for me and so we had to give it up.Sian

And there goes my surprise! Deariee bought a diamond necklace for me in Goldheart! OMG~ we told each other that we do not have to buy anything for each other and just go out for celebration nia but never ever thought he would did that~ Thank dear! I will treasure it de! kekez.

See the diamond and not the pimples and fat!

It really nice and i love it so much~ kekez. Though it kinda boring going out with him lahz, but i still kinda surprise by him. Never thought he would just take it. Went chinatown for a short walk. Had our dinner there and think of what transport we r taking since we gotta no bike. I thought of taking bus as i wanna spend more time together outside. And so we took this 1 hour bus to our home sweet home~

Thank so much u've done for me the past year. I din expect u could gone through with me so much. We gonna celebrate this special day every year till we grow old. Till we watches the sun set and never to raise again. Till the day we left this world. I love u so much dear. Never leave me now and forever.

o9.o3.o7` A special day. memories in my Heart. The day we together.

Brand New

2008-03-06T21:33:00.011+08:00

Went Bugis with peh teng today. Finally my turn to off. Bought few clothes since my stupid dear say my clothes will so nan kan. Dun let him look down ya~Suddenly think of the DA CHANG JIN buddhist cd where i lost it during my confinement. It really special to me and a really nice song for baby to listen. Went around searching for it and it was a disappointment. Finally got one near the guan ying miao. Think peh teng really had hard times going out with me, always need her to pei me went searching for stuff. This song really nice~ As it really craved a mark in my memories. where i watched this movie everyday during my pregnancy and really like the tune lota. Daddy found the buddah version of it and bought it as a gift to me for my birth. I played everyday for my little precious and it somehow really calm him down. I greatly believe that listen to buddah song could lighten our karma and i hope bb will not be suffering much when he grow up. He listen to buddah song every night now.hmm.
THis da song. and partly meaning lyrics of it.

愿我心像莲花出泥不染
愿我心像莲花吐露芳香
每一辨\盛开着欢喜美满
内心里又听到幸福在唱歌

Lastest photo bb 1st day at childcare!

i hope i can

2008-02-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

My job has been a pressure to me, i hope i can really do it. My facial wasn't up to my standard yet. I was trying my best to make my customer comfortable. It really hard. So far no complain case and customer even resquest for me. My CSO has been expecting high on me. She hopes I could learn everything asap. She said I be able to do it.
I knew myself that my skill's not up to standard yet. Other therapist's all better than me. It only the matter of my attitude toward customer and make them satisfied.

Kept brushing through and study as much theory as i can. I wanna be a beauty consultant! That need alot of knowledge about facial as well as experience.
I really do hopes i can climb to the highest on beauty line.

My little boy's plan of going to childcare has been confirm. So happy!
The principles called and say there's vancancy for him.
Their activities's fun and power!
Study! Outdoor! and lot more. That what my boy need now and i dun have the time to..

My Boy's on the "school" soon! Horry

Hello~ Back!

2008-02-21T22:33:00.010+08:00

Been M.I.A for so long ya?! kekez. Thing around me has been keeping me busy. New Year, New job and of course bb's going to childcare!
This year de CNY is quite fun for me. Went her pan as well. bb's having a good time too. It not like last year where i run bout leaving him with my parents.
And...
Finally "jump" to my new job on the 15feb. I m offically a Beautition. Done facial and my naughty hand wasn't an obstacle to me. kekez.

Most importantly!
BB's getting ready for his new envoirnment... CHILDCARE.

It kinda last minute as i thought of this before due to my working hours..
But he need to learn! I got no time for him and babysitter din really teach him much and so i have to throw him to childcare to learn more.
Much choices.
YWCA
Townsforkids Preschool
Ima kindergarten and childcare.

Those were around my places and not a bad though.
Last i chose Townsforkids.Had a conversation with the principles. They seems to have lota activities. But their school fees not cheap ok! but still can afford lahz. He might be going on the april as there's no vacancy on the march. The principles says she will apply for one more vacany and see whether if it's approve.

New Year photo~

New year time

2008-02-06T10:28:00.001+08:00

happy lunar new year! Been busy rencently. Last min stocking up of everything, kekez.

It eve today yet my house is still in a mess! dearie went to have his reunion dinner with his family.and mummy cooking. me? surfing net. Bo xim and so tired. It only 10 plus am and i gotta wake up le. Hoping a very new year gonna be a new begining for me.
My wishes was
A level up on my career
Find a good childcare for my boy
Stable on my love life
Get a cert for my courses on beautition
lastly
earn lot n lot of money!

yst had a fuss with my sup and manager!
That bitch set me up again.
This how the incident goes~
Went for medicure and requested that i will be 2 hours late. My collouges answer the call and i asked her to tell my supervisor bout it. No one calls and i thought she approved. 3pm, that fucky bithch called and asked y i've not yet reach my work place. I told her i already told my6 collegous i will be late. She answer okok to me and put down the call.
Eventually she told my manager that she din know bout it. I din report at all.
That manager's fucking bastard also.
Can u believe yst was his 1st day coming to our outlet. I don't even know what our manager call and he just call n scolded me without telling me he's our manager!

This our conversation.

Eddie(farking manager): hello, I'm eddie, where r u now!
me: Outside lahz
Eddie: Where r u now!
me: Outside lahz, Y must u care. It my privacy.
Eddie: Ok! why din u report that u will be late?
me: I got, i call our shop and peh teng answer, i already tell peh teng and ask her tell serene(fucking bitch)
Eddie: Why din u tell your supervisor personally? Do u know u have to report to her?
me: How I know? I thought got say can liao mahz, Somemore nobody tell me must report to the supervior!
Eddie: What kind of attitude u r giving me? Do u know who i m? U come back now! i need to talk to u?
me: u never tell how i know. I m not your dog u ask me come i come! Dan u give me cabfare lahz i come,
Eddie: I don't care, u come back now!

Hang his phone and turn my hp to slient. Continue with my medicure. Actually i thought he's our 3rd boss. Cause only our Gm and 3rd boss's a guy. haha. My heart was pumping as i really thought i offended my 3rd boss. But anyway hoping they could sack me and give me holiday.hahaz.

Second call from him. Carify to me that his the manager. Phew~
He talk nicely to me and ask me go back. And apologise for his rudeness!
Horray! I win.
Reach there. See tha bitch fucking face. Keep on diao her. Still act like the manager gonna back her up.
Manager bring me aside and have a short chat with me.
Told him i din wanna report to her. Cuz she dun worth being a sup.
Told everything of that fucking bitch's. Song~
Manager asked me whether if i wanna transfer to bugis cuz there's better.
I told him it ok. I will be leaving on the 14th.
Ji tao sag face. Cuz another collegus also resign. Thay gotta no staff le!
Po me asked me whether i wanna reconsider. haha.

Reminder! Beaute spring might be a good place for earning. But all their manager and supervisor really suck up to the cores!
Never ever work in beaute spring.
I was once the best terms with my supervisor! Ended up She took advantage of me being nice to her. And our wars begin!
hmm.
Looking forward on
Chu Yi- Pai nai. Take ang bao!
Chu er- Dearie come our house cai qing
Chu san- hmm. My suoervisor gonna in deep shit. Cuz i will sure to torture till my last day of work. Hoo Hoo

thank god

2008-02-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Went to have facial with peng teng at my previous beauty school, I kinda miss there and gotta the urge to wear their uniform.
Saw my 3 teacher, which i used to call them 大妈,二妈 and 小妈. We chat and joke like last time. I dun feel any driting apart from them and i do really miss them lotz.
Requested mummy cindy to do facial for me and she did! I gotta a professional beautition for only 13dallor! kekez.
After facial, pei teng was interested in taking up the course and mummy grace bring down down to the reception and talk to her. me? sit beside her complaining bout my broken nail as i wanted to do medicure for CYN and it's not nice anymore with one nail shorter.
Think mummy grace was so fed up with me and ask me to go upstair to had arcylic and she's charging for free. Hahaz. Tan Tio!

Pei teng decided to take up the courseand even make payment for her first instalment. And mummy grace change her target to me. hmm..
But she's really helping me so much.
She knows i gotta a little one to look after and it had alway been my dream to be a true, real beautition.
She asked me to pay the remaining of 500 in 250 instalment. As previously, i had to repay the whole course of 3800 if i wanted to continue.
Mummy grace had help me so much last time. She know i m truly interested in that. Even recommened me job but i got pregnant. Personally call me when i din attend my class and even teach me personally. And she said she wanted to see me complete and get my cert. Love her so much!
Told her i will be back in april. I was thinking of while working in lynn, i could be able to upgrade myself. Hoping in two years time i've gotta a cert as well as experience. Horray!kekez.

boring

2008-01-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

off taday. my 3rd day, tml gonna be my last day off le.
Meeting peh teng up for facial tml, still thinking whether to implant my eye lashes not so i do not need to spend my toopid time puting the eye lashes.

Bought my little ones to cut hair yst. He's far more active le. Make till the shi fu gotta squat down and cut for him.The other hair stylish down there laugh saying my boy so 大牌 making the shi fu squat down.
The funnist was they all say bb look more like the father rather than me(my bf went to had his hair dye there). I was stunt. Really wanted to laugh though.
Thay gave me discount on that and it was only 10 dallor, suppose is 15 de. Hoohoo.

Watched 公主小妹 just now, it really nice sia. Got so much addicted to it. Poor bb got to pei me watched this kind of show where he dun even understand what they're talking inside. But i force him to! Lock him inside my room, force him to lie down with me.hahaz.
Wanted to teach him to call mama papa later, he is so reluctant to learn n still dun know how call all this stuff.

P.s. I've got something better to do, than reading to your rubbish.

Nonense!

2008-01-30T22:04:00.001+08:00

Makes thing clear for the very last time.

The fcuking thing u telling me right now? Hug her leg and goes to her.

I've done nothing alright?!
I din know even u goes to her. Telling her off.
I din know even u scolded her in da blog.
I din even know when u told me she wrote i kept touching her stomach in her blog.

I kept receiving message of her asking me this n that yst and today.
I've got bb to look after. I m tired!
should i answer every this n that. I've already makes thing clear.
It so unfair to me. Where i dun even know what u guy wrote.
without asking me or what. Just put my sentence out and eventually cut it short.

Lastly. to clarify!

Evelyn and I was only chatting about other thing and the topic goes to clare.
I told evelyn clare borrow money from me! and i intro her job but she din come.

ok?! Evelyn u wrote in your blog saying i call u and complained that "eh, your friend borrow money from me again"

That was totally different. Do i have that much time to called to talk bout this rubbish where i dun even give a damn.

Other's thinking.
If i did Gu yi called u and complain, does that means i wanted u to help me scold clare.So does that means i m using u as a weapon to attack others.
Does that means i want u who's pregnant to do all this job?

Clare's thinking.
I gu yi call u telling u all this and makes u say all this awful thing to her.
Kept questioning me. Y i called u and tell. and instead of confronting her.
I didn't wanted to call u just to tell u bout clare right?
Did i really want to fan a pregnant lady because of that?

I was merely saying all this. I din want u to scold her.
U will angry because she borrow money from me. Your friend. Even though i don't know her well.
I've got to know her through u, And yet she came to borrow from me.
She's using u as a bridge. to loan from anyone. Correct? that what u said in your blog. I dun know i make all this fuss out

But please respect me. Makes thing clear being confronting me in da way as if i did!

That morning u was so angry because she wrote "u approached me for loan that y she angry"
U said to me, u will like a fool helping me. Yet i push all the blame to u .
Did u ever get thing clear first?
Did u respect me?
Nope!

And now clare. Kept messaging me. Asking me. Y must i call u to complain bout her.
RESPECT ME!

Who's the fool right now?
Being questioned by nothing!
Yet i questioned u did u give me an answer back?
Fcuking me, hug her leg and go to her.
What kinda insulted is this.
I wasn't helping her.
I just wanna make clear. I din gu yi make all this fuss.
I din want u to really go scold her and back me up.
I know u r helping me. What will other think? I m a fcuking bitch who wanted to find troble huh? Making evelyn and clare so many problem.

Clare, stop messaging bout this issue anymore. the answer is all in my blog. That it!
evelyn, U makes me a totally fool instead. Did u tell me u wanted or did u scolded her in your blog because of me?
Until clare questioned me and asked!
Must i update by reading u gals blog everyday just like chasing after huang na's news reading the article everyday!

fcuk off

2008-01-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

I've had enough with all the thing around me.
Firs my job, perfume is missing, i almost forced to pay. set up or not. not sure.
My mum, dispute bout housework. she eventually threaten to jump down
My friend, i dun know what the hell is going on.
lastly my boyfriend.

He had been making thing difficult for me.
Everyone knows my way of talking, blur. I dun even know what i said honestly.
Every conversation of ours end with quarrel.
He said he never throw temper on me.
But obviously he is!

I'm not happy at all. totally.
I started to think bout my life without him. It makes no differences,
we din go out occasionally. I don't need his help in my financial anymore,Our meeting was only night. watch tv n goes to sleep.
Maybe could even reduce my stressfulness without him. No quarrel. No, nothing.

I m climbing up, i myself know. It kinda a pleasure to me. Having to work and shop for thing for my precious, buy my thing, doll myself up whenever i like it, meet my friend up for a chat.
I think it all enough for me. Adding him on my heart might be too squeezing.

I wanna let him be free once again. Maybe that the only way we both gotta a happy ending.

Again!!

2008-01-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really dun know what the meaning 好心有好报。I've trying to help u. Finding job for u when u needed a job. I pity the little ones in your stomach. I wanted u to stand up and work hard before this little precious coming out. U loan from me serveral times. I couldn't help u cause i m in hard times as well.

Let clear all these misunderstanding.
U wanted me to intro u job. Yet u din come because u r tired.
U kown i plead my supervisor to let u work even though u r pregnant?
u ask me for a loan. I don't have it!
y dun u go to work instead of lending from other? u r only 4-5mth pregnant.

I told evelynn everything. Indeed i m angry. If u r really in diffculites, everyone will sure to helped.
I m sure u know what have u done in the past. (which i dun know lahz). But no ones will get so fed up if this the first time of your wrongdoings.Unless it's not the first time anymore.

Leopard doesn't change it spot.
Meaning u won't change.
Meaning u have been making these mistakes all these while.

I don't know u for long. But what u said in your blog really makes great misunderstanding between me n evelynn.

What i m trying to an shi is not about the loan of money.
what i m trying to tell u is maybe evelynn is fed up of u because this not your first time anymore.
And it happened on her friend => me.

i only told her u approached me for loan and she got so angry
and
i think there is some happened between the both of u in the past, so she got angry when she heard that u r lending from me.

is totally the wrong meaning.
What i m trying to tell u is she's angry because u continue making all this fuss.

So clare please stop everything alright/?

I wanna know.

2008-01-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Hi, i Have a undecided choice.
Hoping everyone could help me with it.

hmm.
Lynn aesthetic is offering 1100+ commission for me to work as a beauty therapist.
It a great offer for me as i do not have cert and I'm only 20.
Normally they could employ me as a trainee with 700-800.
The work hours is perfectly for my little precious not as long as where I'm working currently.
And it's at juong.
They're quite well known so if i come out from there next time, It easy for me to get a better job.
It a great opportunity and I'm going over on the march.

And my problem was..
For those who seen me recently should know what wrong with my fingers.
I can't bend my finger.

I'm worried that they might sack me upon knowing my injured finger. At that point of time,
I will be jobless.

I'm really confused whether I should continue working for my current job as it kinda stable and just enough for me and precious or to think about my further going to work as beauty therapist as it's my dream all this well.

So anyone could give me some comments on it.

what should i do?

2008-01-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

Been not updating my blog recently. No mood. Not knowing what should I do, Things had been going smoothly all this while until last week. Dear would be stopping his work end of this month. My heart sink when I heard that. He told me not to worry so much, he could have job easily since he have class 5.

This not the worst..
The worst is my precious...
Bring him for injection last week. Requested for full body check up as well.
Found out.. His bones near his heart was deep inside.
Doctor suspect it might be pressing against his lung and causes him breathing difficulties.

Called evelyn, cried when i heard her voice. It been a long long time since i cried. I bet I can't take it anymore.
Finally I've got a stable job. I wanted to buy him so many thing. So many, that i can't imagine. I wants to save alot alot of money for him, to go to good school, to have a better lives. And this incident just flash through my life.

He's going to have a check up on the 13 of feb. But I m so worry of the outcome. This time round, I m really really scared.
Lousy mum like me
Not treasure this little life in my stomach, Kept putting hatred on him. Smoke and smoke non stop.
Always blame him for not having freedom and being a burden in my life.
But now. I really really wish nothing could happened to him.

Shopping~ it been so long.

2008-01-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

Hiyo~ kekez, Off today and went vivo with pei teng as she work till 4pm today. Went to shop and find her. So many thing has benn offering in Vivo. So much thing that i wanted to buy. But today's was suppose to buy bb's new year clothes 1st!
Saw Levi's jean, but 1$99 limited edition. It really nice, but they dun have bb's size. It all sold out. Went around looking for jeanz. But all running out of size 1 and 2. Size 3's too big for him le. Wnet around and saw this oshkosh Deim over~ It really nice and i decided to buy it. It really Suit will no matter t-shirt or polo tee. And I decided to buy esprit polo tee for him next mth when my pay's out.

He Look really cute wearing this~

This sleepsuit really nice~ It has 3 design in 1 pack and it cost only $57~~

The rest was buying all my stuff liao~ kekez hmm. But really can't resist it. And it all i had been wanting so much de~esprit shirt was only 2 for 29.90. Went the face shop, SaSa to help evelyn look out for diamond eyelashes, it all so expensive. The face shop was 22.90 and sasa was 10.90. Went Body shop to search for my glitter eyeliner but sold out. And saw one at SaSa. It really nice and cheap. 10.90 only. Where body shop was 22.90. Lucky it was sold out or else i gonna take it. Touch up my cosmetics as well. As precious broke my foundation le and mai concealer was running low. Bough one facial cream for mama back at my shop. Fade Out. It was introduce to me by one customer. She has been using it. And the effect was good. It even up dark spot and whiten up your skin. Mama had so many dark spot on her face. Wanna her look really nice in CNY.

Reached home, deariee rushing up with his project again. Gonna turn in late tonight le. hmm.

Pix took in Vivo~

farking rain, spoil my mood.

2008-01-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Fcuking rain, really spoil my moods lot. Was suppose to go vivo today with dearie. Damn looking forward to this day. Dearie went to take his Class 5 today and was coming to fetch me to vivo.

The sunlight was so strong and was enjoying makeup and msn chat with evelyn. Chat about diamond eye lashes and glitter eyeliner. Damn eager to go vivo and buy all these stuff as well as my pecious new year clothes. Dearie called and say it was raining heavily in bukit batok. I thought he was lying as the sun in teban was so strong, thinking maybe he dun wanna go shopping with me. Dulanz. And then...

teban rain also. fcuking xxxigiwofaoczxxx.

totally piss off. Dearie rush back despite of the heavy rain. (i still doubt him *guilty*)

On techno and dance. play with my little precious to hide my dissappointment. Dearie really thought we gone siao liao. Cuz bb was really funny, jumping and dashing with me inside da room. kekez.

Dearie subjest to go basar malam at jurong. Think dearie is trying to cheer me up mahz. Cuz i can see he is really really tired le.

We took bus there since it was still raining so heavily.

the funniest was dearie hasn't been taking bus for years le!

Reached jurong, walk around the basar malam. Dearie was so tam jiat! He ate 2 cup of sweet corn. fishball and sotong ball. Yet he still not enough. Lucky i asked him to pei me to mai shop first. If not he will still continue with the eating.

kekez. Went to my shop chit chat and time passes to 7 le.

It time to go home le. kekez

Trying to snap dearie.

Zhong yu!

sweetest smile of all.

2007-12-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

Back from work, had my housework done, make my boy sleep and it time for me to blog.

Nothing much recently for me to talke bout lehz, only for evelyn's birthday bahz.

Went to her birthday yesterday, she was celebrating her burthday nearby her house bbq. Bought her a stretch mark cream. Hope she like it ya. kekez. Nothing much, usual friend of her that came down. It was not grand celebration, but felt comfortable though, where sit down there n chat and enjoying the breeze and food.(Even though i dun eat much lahz). Found that Jian has started talk much liao and more cheerful le. Maybe it because he is going to be a father le bahz.It really funny to see him being a father(gotta a baby face), haha and evelyn with big stomach n big butt! (she always complain her figure wasn't good enough last time where she's already very skinny le). haha. Happy for them!

Dear's off tml. hmm having alot of activities liao. Going over to see his friend's new born baby gurl and attending wedding. Wah, and me? Working. haiz.

Go bath le as it gonna be later. With luvs everyone~

Taken before his alseep.

oh mai~

2007-12-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

Ok! This time round i m really hardworking. Blogging at this time and eventually i had work tomorrow! Well, waiting for my Gu lak dear dear lahz. Rushing on his "project" till now. Actually is his sai guan de thing lahz.

Met evelyn, had dinner with her. She has gone fat hur hur, but still a chio bu indeed lahz. Gurl~ dun worry, i know what i gotta for u for your birthday le! Slimming pill? Contour Cream? hmmm. kekez. Went to find her precious hubby at k-pool after having our dinner. He really like my boy so much and entertaining him. I could take a short rest, And the two of them would just carry my son and totally left me out! Nvm, I've used to it. After which, ah jian bring evelyn to S-11 to had their dinner again. Wondering evenlyn eat how many times per day. kekez. But she has turn so much cuter! Been grumbling bout ppl touch her stomach touch till chee bye there. hur~

Went back home, really can't stand seeing evelyn kept on eating and there Lefting Out.

Reach home, packed and do some housework. Waited for dear to finish his "project". Turn on my com and start playing my fiesta! It been a long time i have been playing it le. Keke. Train my character and dear's. Almost Lvl20 le. Horray. Downloaded screen shot, thought of snaping dear and me de character together. But can't play two character in 1 com and so i do some editing in it. Hoping it nice~~

Got to stop my rubbish le, I really dun know what i m writing bout, totally worn out!

merry christmas~

2007-12-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

1 more hour to christmas! It christmas eve tonight. Had meeting this morning at 8am, brought bb over to bb sitter hse early at 7am. Poor thing he barely open up his eyes. Reach our main office, talking bout our sales this year,it not very good. Lucky i just work for bout 1 month nia, so it none of my business. Listen to our big big lao ban talk cock and recieve my first christmas present. Two hair treatment pack cost bout 60 dallors. It was given to all staff~ hmm

At meeting till 11 reached home, totally can't take it anymore, straight to bed till 3 plus in the afternoon. Dear was already at home.(He gotta half day off) Lucky i m able to take my timeoff as i will extra previosly and all i had to do is go back to office. Wake up, slack and get prepared. We're catching Alvin and the chipmunks at 5:40.

Rush to entertainment, hoping we're still able to get our movie ticket as it's CHRISTMAS EVE!

Reached and heng we got it~

Time's still not up, so we decided to walk around entertainment. Went in to nEo Print shop( I hope it still call that), and found the machine that has card de. Hey i'm looking for card de for so long liao as dear dun wan sticker wan. Really din expect to found it in jurong entertainment. Kekez.

Love at christmas night!

Went to watch catch our movie after that, it's so nice and the chipmunks was really really cute, simons,alvin and theodore. Especially theodore was so cute and fat. Makes me remind of my ols school mates. Hmmm.. kekez.

Went to find my superviser after that as she got a present for my precious and it was oshkosh shoes. Hmm, really thanks to her as she really helped me so much. Same old thing dear went to find his friend again! But this time, they din chat really long lahz.kekez.

Went back to entertainment for a walk. And saw santan claus! kekez. took photo of him, walk around and it was going to 9 le. Went back and fetch my little bao bei, miss him so much!

And so the three of us spend our night at this quiet teban with no christmas tree or lights. But felt so warm in our heart.

Merry christmas everyone

I'm gald that i met u, I'm glad that I given birth to u.

hmmm.. merry christmas!

2007-12-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

Updats of miee...

Day has been busy for me.
Everyday fight for comission
Sleep straight after work
keke.
But i still won't forget to update letting u guyz toknow how i m going.

Finally reaching my target soon.
Target comission=300
Current comission=237
70 more to go. kekez. Bb has turn more n more obident liao. Started to listen to us le. When we ask him to do thing he will do le. Everyone say he look like Xiao bin bin.. I started to realise also. hur hur BHB. But what makes me worry is he hasn't learn to talk. Not even a single words. always ahh ee uuu.. Bb languges. already 16 month le. hmm

22/12/07

Kinda stress today. Had dispute with ones at my work place. haix. They r not really happy with me le. Making thing diffcult for me. Yesterday hai wo make 1 nail polish broke, ended up i got to pay for it. Today stand at the cashier there dun let me use. Ended up my customer fed up and went off. Lose 6buck of comission. haiz.. I could only earn aleast 10 plus per day! 6 buck mean so much to me! Almost cry, called dear dear to wake up and faster come meet me. +he off day+. Dear faster go bath and come find me le. Gota 1 hr break, went to eat KFC. kekez. Pei dear go find his friend working at jurong<>. Dear so toopid, still buy drink for those bitch there. Asking me to tolerate as she's only a part-timer nia. Cheer up abit with dear's company. With luck that dear gave me, hit my 10 arget comission per day de. kekez.hmm. went back saw bb, nothing gonna be so pleased and blessed seeing his smile and welcome. kekez. Now, toturing my two brother outside and letting got the time playing com. kekez...

Latest photo.

Testing on our new mask!

Just rebond

Helping mummy with da housework

My sexy boi

back!

2007-12-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

haha. Zhong yu back to update liao. Been so tired, maybe still not used of getting back to work bahx.

+Job+
But my current job is fun for me, get to know so many beauty product! Eventually i gotta my own customer calling me telling that they will come and look for me again. earned $70+ commision since 1 of dec, kinda little lahz but my supervisers said it counted alot for a newbie like me and summore in jurong! Wee Wee~~

+Precious+
As for bb, still cries whenever i goes of hmm, but it really really takes time for him to get used to it lahz.Been learning lota thing liao will update with photo when i really got the time.

+Relationship+
hmmm.. ever since i gotta back to work. Felt that our gan qin has drift apart le. Not talking much and with his coming back of his ex-girlfriend. Both of them has contact more recently liao. But glad that he told me that both of them did contact lahz.He has been helping me so much now, help me bring bb back home if i m unable to make it, make bb sleep, feed bb. Just like a real father. Bb started to call him papa le. kekez. Really hope that we dun fade anymore and get back to last time. hmmmmhmmm...

Any way guy and gal out there, I m selling a Facial Mask Call KITOKO KALANI. It has oil control, firming, collegen and etc. Usual price is 3.90. Selling at only 2 right now. Let me know if u r interested! will update a formal one on my blog when i gotta the time. ~~

First day of work!

2007-12-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

Wow wow.. Had not been undating my blog rencenntly. Ai ya, nvm lahz. nobody seeing it anyway, but just wanna share my thing here.
First day of work today. Never thought to be so tired~ Came back and look after bb straight after work today. phew. shag.
Finally everything went on smoothly, mummy zhong yu willing to help me find baby sitter after giving her 3 day of black face. VictorY!
After confirming with babysitter, regretted somehow..
Gonna leave my little precious with a stranger.
What if he's gonna tortured??
What if he misses his mummy?
What if he can't sleep there?
So many thing flash through my mind.
But thought that was i wanted to? A strong independent single mummy. dun depend on other. Support own son. And i know there's no turning back. I already confirmed everything!
Yesterday night was hard for me. Accompany my boy the whole day thinking will he feel lonel without me??Somehow think he know as well. Never sleep the whole night. He eyes was closing, i can see he's tired, but he doesn't wants to sleep. lying on my arm, kept "toking" to me with his baby languges~ my heart was so pain. kisses him so many times.

my precious woke up early today, pack everything and bring him to the baby sitter. He was then curious about everything there.Ask the babysitter to bring him inside the room so that he wun see me going off. Dash out of her house and walk straight to work, Scared to hear his crying.

Reach my work place, called and ask how my little precious, yup~ he did cry and was tired soon fallen asleep..
Finally i can concentrate on my work!
hmm~ everyone there was nice and look after me well. newbie!
Telling me how to earn commision and which wan can earn more.
Had a nice day with day~~

Finish work, rush back home. See my little precious. His dash to me once he saw me.
All my tiredness disappeared!!!kekez
Had my housework done. Bath for him as usual.
Zhong yu you yi zhong man zhu gan!
Having to work and look after my son. Though it tired but i think it worthwhile.
I can give my son a mummy that he can truly call!

P.s guy remember to come support me in beauty spring at jurong east central hoh!!
Wu xim de hua. kekez

fcuking mum

2007-11-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

Is all mummy like mine?
I kinda dun understand anymore. She used to help me so much, dote on me. Solve all my trouble and problem.
Where the mum i used to have.
confused...
She's making me no way to go right now.
She doesn't want me to work. - reason was to take care of baby.
the truth- nobody doing housework and look after mai 2 younger brother.
I told her new year is coming. That lot of thing to buy.
She say your man will help u.
How about rebonding? she know i wanted it so much.
she say your man will help u.
How about bb's clothes and gold chain?
She say your man will help you.
Dear wanted to buy the diamond necklace for me. He dun wanna me being look down anymore.
Does my man owned a bank?
when has my mum gotta so selfish?!
She has been giving me so much stress!
I found my job. It time for babysitter. She say she gotta one.but the baby sitter is oversea. Ask me to wait. Till now, i dun see anyone.
She say my job salary is low.I had an interview of Adm later at 2pm. till now i not even bath or anything. No body's looking after baby!
No way for me.
I started to my hatred on bb.
He the one causes all this.
If not for him, i wouldn't be in this stage.
Y must i fight for him in the first place.
Should have throw him to the father and run.
He's father's full of freedom now yet not willing to pay much for the maintenance.
How about me?

cutez

2007-11-26T15:32:00.000+08:00

Bring bb go cut hair yesterday. Ha. So cute and funny. His was not scared at all.. keep wanting to know y the aunty keep messing with his hair. But the outcome was cute and gong. Will undate next time. Went to chinatown with dear at night, Dear wanted to upgrade his golden necklace to a thicker wan. 12k! wow. he wanted to buy for new year. Saw a chanel bracelet. with diamond on it de and it 4k plus lahz. dear ask me to try on. It really look so nice. But dear say abit lao qi. Ending dear saw a diamond necklace. It truly sweet and i like it so much. dear promise me, he will get me 1 when it bout new year time. kekez. walk walk walk, saw his friend,....... dun understand y go till where also can see his friend de. chit chat again, talking bout their old old story. But his friend was capable. His only 29 year old and having 4 branch of hp shop and few shop selling accersories. Where he is not educated de hoh! dear told me all this lahz. Keep telling me u doesn't have to be educated to success as i alway look down on maiself.

Reach home. See bb gong gong hair makes me wanna kiss him thousand times. Dear play with his fiesta. Wah lau. he's already lvl10 le, catching up on me liao where i was only lvl15. kekez. LAme lohz the both of us. But improve our gan qin abit bahz. Aleast we gotta another topic to talk to.

2007-11-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

Went to interview yesterday. hmm the pay was kinda low. 900 before deducting CPF. Still considering whether to work or not. hmm. After deducting CPF it should be left with 700 plus bahz. Minus babysitter 500 i only left with 200plus. Hmm.. but if i dun work i will stay like what i m now. Thay will be calling me on monday to let me know whether they wan me or not. hmm. so fan. But i think i better work aleast it better dan nothing. Wait till everything is stable le dan find a better high pay job bahz.. yup yup

Had lot of fun with mai brother and dear yst. kinda funny as every1 was so scared of cane and dear decided to di xiao them. Played fiesta after that. Dear seem interested in playing as well. Create an account for him. kekez. He was enjoying~~ So cute, so old le still play this kind of game. Bb was truly hoping to go out bah. Play with mai bag. Put his waterbottle, dudu, shoes all in mai bag. And prepare to go shopping. kekez. So cute. like gal gal.

He never cane lahz~

This the video of bb going shopping, it funny~

phew~~~

2007-11-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

Went to kkh today. i could finally put the biggest stone in mai heart down le. phew.. bb's fine and for the time being he doesn;t need any operation. Docter wants us to go back 6 month later to see whether the lump is growing or not. If it is dan gotta go for operation liao. But for the time being, i can have a peace of mind le. After kkh went to bugis for some walk with mai mum. And have the QQ noodle as i had wanted to eat when was with evelyn that time but was too bloated to take anymore. Hmm. actually it nn different from S98 that time de lahz. It just that the price had goes up nia. Went to bugis for some shopping. Wonder y every little girl loves going out mummy? hee hee. Mummy bought 1 shirt and jeans for me. Had wanted to buy jean so much as i dun even have one ok? Decided to have ine when i lost weight. Told dear bout this and he wanted to but dezen of kit kat for me tonight! hmmm hmmm. Reach home, my whole body aches!~ Got to catch, carry, look after a little monkey is not ez enough especilly my little one. Tend to run about. wah lao

Saw little boy at kkh that makes me can't even forget and was so xin ku. He was bout 1 year plus i think. He was unable to walk, lying on his pram. His body was bloated as well as his face. His face doesn't has any expression. Mai heart aches so much. How could god torture a small little one like him. Saw his mum inject something on his throat and he doesn't react to it. Is he used to it or he dun feel the pain at all. And i hated maiself so much. I tend to be selfish and do i really dispise him. Even me maiself was so confusing. bb wanted to play with him and i grab him and walk to the other side. I was so scared and i really hated maiself so much for doing that where i think i couldn't have done it. hmm hmm

P.S: Anyway girl~ thank for being there for me. I know u guyz have been giving much patient on me. And thank for encouraging me.Especially to evelyn. I know u had alway been there for me. When i down like now, u never avoid me and even ask me out. Pay for mai everything when we're out where u r having a little ones to support. Truly thank and sorry.

i truly think it hopeless

2007-11-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to go ah ting house today to meet up with val and ariel, but ended up quarrel with him again. told ting that i can't go over le. She reply me that she's expected! it huring seeing this message. I wanna go as well. I truly so tired. Y can't I go out. He alway say I can't keep my promise of reaching home before 9. But i wanted to spend more times with friend, i only went out with mai friend once in a month or maybe not even once. Y can't i stay longer with them. I's so tired of finding reason saying mai mum dun gib mi money, I'm lazy or whatso ever. but i truly wanna go out! Everytime i go out, mai heart could start pumping when it reaches 8pm. Everyone hasn't shop enough and i eventually requested to go home. I know everyone is fed up of me, i try to call him and request for later abit. But the it also end up with quarrel. Where a cheerful day for me turn out to be ......
Told him how i feel, about since he can't pei me, dan y can't i find mai own entertainment. Ended up, i was still the one in fault, telling me before we r together he already told me he can't have much times with me. But i dun wanna hear this. He's alway talking bout REASON and PROMISE. But i want him to understand how i feels internally. I bet he dun, forever. i do not know whether i wanna end this suffering or to continue.

I's so tired!

2007-11-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

Help dear dye hair yesterday night. hmm.. till so late dan it done and dear was so so tired. who ask him wan go chu si till so late. Come home still wan dye hair, drag me down also. *planning to slp early yesterday de*
The colour's not bad lahz. But the result turn out to be a bit beng.kekez.dear wanted a coffee colour. But i overtime it and it turn out to be Golden white. kekez. Sorry dear. And ya, his face black again but nv really angry of me lahz. kekez.
Seeing dear so ai mei makes me wanted to change mai appearance as well. First is mAi bush of grass(mai hair). Told dear i wanted to cut mai hair. But he doesn't wants me to, ask me to tolerate and will be giving me money to rebond when it coming new year time Horray!

Wake up 2pm today, found bb sitting beside him playing with tissues box. the tissues inside was torn and fully "occupy" the whole room. Oh mai! wake up pack the room and feed and bath for him.bb was kinda siao shun lahz. Help me fold clothes but create even more mess for me. I wanted to stop him but i m worried that he might think he is doing the wrong thing and so i let him be and wait till he's sleep le and i continue with mai chores.

Dear trying to Catch some sleep

Look at this bush of grass
Snap*Snap*

After Bath
He's dancing, Can't u see?

haiz.. think it's hopeless liao

2007-11-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

Got up early today, mai eyes was so painful and swollen. due to yesterday bahz.
dear was still sleeping. Thought he promise to wake up a 8 plus?
hur hur, bb wake up soon after. pestering dear again. mummy decided to bring bb out for a walk. yupz! that good aleast i could have a peace of mind for few hours.kekez.dear woke up at 12plus and asked me whether wanna go eat KFC mahz. I try to be attitude telling him i dunno, but in mai heart is YESH. ended up we decide to go jurong to eat the jap food.
Make up and kanna scold by dear go jurong also wanna make up. told him mai eyes was swollen he got so anxious thinking was it because of his slap. fuuny dear. He never slap so hard yesterday lahz. I dun feel pain at all lahz.
while getting ready, dear ask me y was mai brother shouting in the morning, and i told him cuz i let him play computes yesterday and he wanna today as well. opp* piew. dear face got so black and start his attitude liao. Cuz i promise him not to let them play due to their selfishness*not letting his DS to me*. And so..
face black till jurong, till while we're eating. Dun even talk to me. I got so bek chek and questioned him, izzit so diffcult going out with me. slient....
But thinking after some "warm up", his face not that black liao. Went to watson and but hair dye. dear wanted to dye his hair again. xAi Meix
Walk around jurong and saw his friend selling HP there. Dear wanted to buy PSP slim. Guess what, plus this and that. It cost up till 400plus. haiz.. and they both chit chat for few hours.
Wanted to scold his friend de. Hey he's snatching mai precious time with dear lehz. hurhur.dear went to cut his hair after that. Wanted to go IMM de but dear gotta chu si at 5pm. So not enough time liao.Rush home and dear slack awhile and off he goes.. wondering when's our outing again liao.

2007-11-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was truly a "tiring day". Woke up early in da morning and found Bb fever gone up. 39.6 degree. Deariee faster wake up, prepare and drive us to polyclinics. Reach there, due to his fever and so we do not need to wait for any que and went on smoothly. Seen the docter, it was due to virus infection. And if his fever doesn't goes down tomorrow, I have to bring him back again.

And yet mai poor bb was kinda active though, while waiting to get his medicine, he was running here and there and even bump onto a nurse. the nurse look at him and say, wah fever still so avtive har? hmm kinda pai sei lahz and saw a baby Chio bu, which i think it about 8-9 month old bahz. He wanted to dash to play with her. But due to his fever, scared later her parents scold us, i ran to him and catch him. Dun wan let him go near to the baby gurl. hue hue. Ended up, he make a fuss there. Screaming and slapping me, just wanna me to let him down. Everyone was looking at me *as if i torture him like that*. Faster take da medicine and cabbed home le.

reach home bout 10am, both of us was totally so tired! went to sleep straight away, until deariee called and ask how was his bao bei le and dan i realised it was already 5 pm. BB was still sleeping dan. woke him up and wash, feed for him. He fever goes down le. thank god! kekez... but again his nonsense comes...

watched titantic part 2 on channel 5,bb watched together with me as well. think he was curious y all da people was running about bahz. cried. hahaz. lame bo~ especially when rose got to leave jack alone where he was already frozen to dealth that part. So ke lian! And when it comes to that touching part.....
bb took his papi boxer and put on his head and run around the house. Haiz. when can i have some peace??aiyoyo.
same, wait for dearie to comes back home. play with bb while and went to sleep le..

It not over yet

2007-11-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Baby's fever still haven goes down. Even goes up till 38.6 degree at bout 8 pm. and fall a sleep on the sofa. Even i also dun know.

Oh my.. Today totally no mood in playing. stick by my side the whole day. Brew barley for him to drink this moring, hoping he's fever could goes down. Dear drive his lorry back today *usually is drive his scooter de where he can't leave his scooter in his workplace* thank dear so much.in case his fever goes up in the mitnight and he could drive us to hospital. Haiz.

Lucky his fever did goes down after a nap and drinking of his milk. And start to be a little active abit le. wipe his body for him and open his children song vcd for him to watch. Dancing and clapping along with the song. Kekez, glad to see him active back. *though i sometimes really hope he could settle down and sit quietly on the sofa*.

Both of us wait for dearie back home. dearie bought 2 of his LED light to show me. It was deliver by his friend from china de. As singapore need $35/ LEd light. And dearie can buy $25. And yet he bought 80zhang for his lion dance troupe. Truly heart pain when dearie intended to buy at the 1st place. But if he think it is worth it i will support him. Ghee Hong lion dance troupe was his xin xue mahz. hmm.. He on the light for us to see. Bb was excited. Kept calling his papi and pointed at the lights. So cute and sweet. *but y din he call mi?!!!* hur hur. And finally make him to sleep, as u know lahz fever syrupe from polyclinics won't makes u sleepy de. kekez. Hope he couuld be truly fine the very next moring he wakes up.

praying..

fever

2007-11-13T16:59:00.000+08:00

Poor bb, having fever. Sai nai to me the whole day and finally makes him sleep le. so tired. Thought that baby sick is alwayz very sleepy de. But he's not climb here and there. And me! catch him here and there. Like sick le even more active like that.

Yesterday fan me the whole night. doesn't wants to sleep in his play pan. think he wants to sleep iwth his papi and mami bahz. kekez. carry him out and sleep together with us. End up, disturbing his papi. He just doesn't wants to let his papi sleep. Slap him to wake him up. Lucky dearie got nai xin. wake up in the middle of night and play with him.

Finally got to catch some sleep le.how to know he wake up early in the moring 7am. haiz. poor mami got to wake up. feed him, change for him. send dearie to work and both of us sleep like pig till 2pm! tired....

sick le still climb here n there:

cute

2007-11-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

Kinda nothing to do today keke. Mai big big aunty come. haiz.. Stianed the whole bed sheet. Wah lua. Raining day some more. No choice, But still got the wash it. haiz.. bb had been not really in da good mood. keep onthrow temper sia. haizz.. think it due to his teeth growing bahz. tam jiat. grow 4 tooth at a times!

Making bb sit on mai lap. . showing him pix of babies. their so cute and funny. makes miee can't stp mai laughter. kekez. haiz.. still got to do mai household later. so many!

some pix pix of those babies:

+Remember to vote for bb at mumcentre.com+

Funny boy

2007-11-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

Another "off" day of me today, but neve go out lahz. hmmm.. dearie had a half day off today. Going off to work at 3.30 later. Kez, we will suppose the have our breakfast at mac today de. But both of us was kinda tired as we watch Dvd Xiong di till 4 plus in the morning. Actually I got wake up de, this morning. Wake him dan ask me give him sleep a little more. Nothing to do dan go back sleep with him liao. Wake up already 12 plus liao! Zhao zhi dao take money from his wallet dan ask them to deliver even more better. But that could be kinda meaningless liao wor. Nvm, Next time i wake up at 6 am and wake him up.. kekez. devilish miee. nan de off day also wan like that torture ppl.

BB wake up at 12 plus with us as well. Lazy Bum!
But he did wake up at 3am in da moring as well. Pei us watch xiong di together. keke. Ending me and dearie got so tired and went to sleep and leaving down there gon gon. But he's a good entertainer lahz. Could entertain himself and sleep when he's tired.(only to sometimes). So...

He's really entertain himself by pushing his play pan around. And I was too tired to bother to push the play pan back supporting the side of our mattress so that none of us will fall onto the floor. " I bet no body will expect bb".

Bb went to sleep after messing stuff of our room. And I am really too tired to stop him.

He went sleep beside me......

suddenly....

GONG!

i heard crying less dan 5 sec

Before I could open mai eyes....

He climb back to me and sleep......

haha. The action of his ish totally beri funny. Pain and yet tired. kekez. Really think having this entertainer aka joker truly lighten up mai day! Even in da middle of the night....But all because of lazy mama lahz. if push back the play pan dan that couldn't happen.....

Congrat to evelyn! Offically Mrs. Chua Today

wah!!1

2007-11-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

Finally finish editing mai blog skin liao. hahaz. previous de ish really ugly lahz. Though i like poka dotz but still gotta give up though. Like pink so much! kez. Din really have the time to update as bb ish really to caught mai attention by destroying this computer, maybe it because i spend too much time on com liao le.

Time to do mai duty as a mummy liao, put all the skill that i have learn watching child of our times+ during pregnancy+ on bb. but the result was ......

Teaches him to read ABC, and he ran off, catch him back and continue and yet he gave me a slap. buai tahan. I change to reading story book instead. Last time he would ignore me playing with his toy but aleast he could hear it, but now! He snatch the book away from me and sit on it. I really dun know what he wantz. Beat him up badly, cries calling for mama. Heart aches seeing him like this worhz. So I saiyang him and wipes away his tears. the next minutes he gave him another slap.............!!!

Saw him messing with mai brother stuff again. Shout at him, he gave me a innocent look and continue. Beat him up again. This time he's more clever, he ru to sai nai my mum, asking mai mum to protect him. wah kao. I really dun know how to teach him. It really hard.

Yesterday was the funniest, makes me angry yet make me laugh. He throw mai hp on the floor and run away. I chase him and found him hiding behind the sofa. He peep at me and saw me looking at me. Guess what? He gave me his sweetest and innocent smile. It like asking me to forgive him. hmm.. really cute, can't forget that smile. hmmm. wondering if he's mai son or not. I m stupid and blur mahz, Mai son should be the same like me, I thought. haha.

looking babysitter, as I found one job le but can't find baby sitter at all. And i decided to take care of him until next year for him to go childcare. Found it so hard to be separate away from him. And I think babysitter could torture him bahz and lock him inside a cage cuz he's like a monkey climbing and running here and there. kekez. ai yo like that say may own son.

kekez. can't loh soh much liao.

Funny look

Pai pai guanyin

His story book

loves his gon gon face

What a Fine Day

2007-11-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

So tired today.. And so sway! Wake up and found out itz already 2 plus in the afternoon le. OMG. Lucky mama help me look after him the whole afternoon. totally so tired. hmmm.
Help bb bath and found out that there's a lump on his neck. Scare the hell out of me. Dash to bath and bring him to the private clinic nearby. BB still gotta the mood to play in the clinic. haiz.. Wait for nearly half an hour and finally it our turn. Docter examine his lump serously and my heart pumping like hell. Docter say the lump neither grow on his bones or his meat but it on his Vein. OMG. Needed operation if it still continue to grow. Poor bb and useless mummy. Tearz almost come out. Heart sho pain. He know nothing all. Though it not really dangerous but how could a small bb like him take it? Poor Poor boy. Called dearie and report to him, dearie an wei me not to worry so much, think he also heart pain bahz.
Went to sheng siong to but his diapers and some other stuff, huggies is out of stock. No choice but mummy poko but ex worhz. Huggies is $18 for 60 pic and mamy poko is $15 for 38 pic.
big difference hoh!!!
Went home, bb is active as ever. heart so pain. do my household and bu xiao xin broke my mum's most precious de decoration!!! glasses was all over the floor. Barefoot to get the dustband and cut my leg!! sway mahz??!!! Arrgh!!! Ask my brother to keep fom my mum until a very fine day. hoping this very day won't come!! Pray to god.. hur hur... sianzz.. waiting for dear dear to come back as he fetch his friend home. It a guy friend of his!! kekez... go to go feed my poor bb le..

OFF day

2007-11-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out daddy and mummy as they're buying dining table and mummy wanted to sign up for new hp. Went to tiong bahru plaza and kenneth fron shan yi. He kept calling me ah ling jie but i thought he's calling other until he stand infront of me and shout SIling!!!kekez.. Grow up le that little boy and I lao le. kekezzz
Went to watson and look for bio essence bust firming cream as i was using that al the while and it not bad though.But watson is not taking that product anymore!! arrgh. Gotta no choice but to chose other brand and this brand was not a bad want. It do have slimming and nipple cream but not cheap either. But for the sake of my breast! I have to waste some of my saving.

The wan that i bought yesterday.

HAPPY Girl Natural Nipple Cream

wanted to buy this as well.

Saw this maybelline foundation it cost only 39,90 wanted it so much but it out of my buget le.hmmm. maybe next month or wat bahz.. went KFC with mummy they all, eat till so full, there goes my diet plan le. Went to court after that, BB tired till sleep le so I have to carry him while help mummy look for her dining table.
Saw clearence sale, and saw clock for only 10 dallor for 3 in COURTS! - which i thought it was clock lahz. Funniest was I still ask the cashier is it exchangable if it spoil?? She gave me a funny look and say within 7 dayz. Ending when i try to open it up a see, and found out it awas only deceration. hur hur. MAke it a toy for bb bahz since he like it so much. kekez. And went to eat nasi lemak after that I was already so full ler!!! dan ta bao for dearie also. Dearie come back very early yesterday due to the mattress bahz i think. kekez. help mummy burn her song and make bb to sleep. Help dearie check his mail and went to sleep ler.

Finally!!!

2007-11-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

Today so many thing gotta do. Meet up with evelyb in Auditionsea, Both of us was so lousy. kez..but we're noobs! can't be blame. dearie gave ne a surpise by ordering a mattress yesterday and will be delivered today. We had wanted to buy a mattress long ago as both of us had been squeezing onto a single bad and half of body is alwat on the floor.==partly my size lahz== dearie alway ask me to squeeze in abit so that i wun be sleeping in the floor. But I wanna dearie to sleep comfortsbly as he gotta work lehz abd I no need.
Really loves dearie's thoughtful alot. knowing I have back probkem, he chose a mattress which can lessen my backaches, Just love him so much.

Truly very happy that he bought this mattress, but heart pain him, dearie had spend a thousand to two just to spend on me nia... I wanted to buy it only after new year so I can help to pay half of it.. kekez.. And the happiest ish bb bahz.. when the mattress just arrived, he was the first to hop on it and jump. kekez.. wash our new badsheet, didn't know laying of bedsheet could be so tiring-mummy alway the one who do for miee- first u have to put comforter and dan protector and lastly our new bedsheet.finally! but it took miee 1/2 hrz to have it done as bb keep on ka jiao. kekez.. hoping tonight could be the sweetest night for the three of us.

my precious

2007-11-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

Seeing my boi growing up le. Learn to walk, learn to know that mummy's angry, learn to sing along with the tv. alota thing passing through my mind. From pregnancy to birth to taking care of him. It hard to pass by. but i did. Having separated with my husband. I thought I could never ever done it. No matter how he treated miee. From birth not even full month, I bring hao back home. leaving my husband. His family scolded miee. My husband had affair outside, no body helpingi me expect for my parentz. I can't bring myself to be single mum. I wanted to lives in fairy tales. Prince and princess forever together.Whenever hao cries, I cries not knowing what to do.I slap him. kick him wher my anger comes, when I think of how my husband treated. He was only 3 month by. Throw him with my mum or friendz not wanting to see him. Go around playing with friends. That my way of avoiding.

Somehow got to know my current bf, we will not serious totally, jus having fun outside. He doesn't wan to settle down, I doesn't wan to face the reality. I fallen in love with him and he fallen in love with me. no matter what he is alway your son, he already lose a father. He needs mummy's love. that what my bf told me. he buy milk powder every month for hao knowing i m unable to. carry hao by his side. Bring hao to see his god sister. every 1 thought that was his son. And my hopes comes back. A complete family. I alway wanted. making me living like a tai tai lessen my burden. enjoy my lifes so much. hao already 1 yrz plus le. see him growing occupied my lifes, he is my leisure, my happiness, my everything. loves him so much..

My Loves Ones

Grounded!

2007-10-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

Finally gotta the mood to update my blog liao. Being lazy and moody. yesterday pei Evelyn to KKH to see the growth of her little princess. Din know Ailing go as well.Thought that she kinda attutie galz. But after meting up with her. She was pretty cute and funny. After KKH we went to bugis for some shopping. Met up with Jia Yi and they had their lunch at QQ noodle as me and ailing had mac at KKh and we will totally very full.. Evelyn ate alot! First time for the past 7 year see her eat so much! Felt so guilty having evelyn pay so many thing for me knowing she gotta a coming bb to support.After some shopping, all of us went to mac chit chatting until 10 plus. Really enjoy it alot having go out with them. Ailing and Jia Yi was so li hai. They still shop not enough wheras i m almost fainted due to tireness. hur hur... But it been a long long time that i enjoy going out so much le.

REach Home at 11 plus, and saw dearie face black. I know I broke my promise. I promise him that I will reach home at 10 plus. Never talk to me the whole night, giving me attitude. Sometimes I really think that we dun suit each other. what he wants is not what I m. I had been giving in to him alot., thinking that what he has done for me and my son, But sometimes I really can't stand his attitude. eat bread infront of me, letting me know that he hasn't eaten his dinner yet. He can go cook maggie mee on his own right? I really don't know what he is thinking. I m totally like his wofe.wash, cook, serves. Do almost everything for him and he still dun get enough. Due to this. I m grounded. think no need to think of going out for few month le bahz. haiz haiz

Some money are meant to waste.

2007-10-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

Finally gotta the time to write my rubbish here liao. hmmm.. had problem with the connection yesterday due to the phone line. PISS OF
totally! It not the first time anymore.Technician had been coming for 3 times ler. Called the singtel ask them for the technician to come right away, 11.45pm! eventually extra 50 service charge is needed after office hour! Called them and KP few times untill they din charge. +tthank to evelyn+ she's the one teaching me.telling me if u call n fcuk them few times they will give u free gift *expert*. Saved my precious 50 dallor.

But finally I understand the meaning of some money are meant to be wasted! Connection down again this afternoon.Technician come over and repair. It's the socket problem this time. I have to pay 50 if I want it done. And there goes my 50 dallor, wasting so much of my silavia fcuking singel ending it still fly away...

Waiting for my dearie to come home, hasn't had my dinner yet. Mummy din cook tonight,
dear's gonna buy hor fan, satay and some other stuff back to eat. Are we having celebration? hur hur. Both of us "off" tomorrow and dear gonna chu shi. lion dance has been taken off his off day every week. even though if it my "off" day I m am still staying at home.I remembered our last "dating" was on his birthday 9th sep at ABC Market with his sai guan de member.hmm that so long ago. Since when I had been getting used to this kinda life style le..doing housework taking care of baby, cooking, It been a long time I went shopping .do madicure, chiong etc. I felt I m getting just like a 40yrz aunty. This'z not what a 20yrz lady is leading. hur hur. but as long as i m happy and xin fu I don't ming being aunty forever.

MeMories

2007-10-26T14:47:00.001+08:00

Watching Tv and saw this song +End of the world+ Bring back alot of memories. I remembered when I was working in Tenchi, Shop n Save played this song almost every day. start to think of sisterhood, ting and also John. Spend my happiness, sadness, sorrows with them in this very shop .

Baobei wakes me up with his cries 7 this morning. so early~ dearie was stilll sleeping. feed bao bei, but he only drank 50ml. Don't know what wrong with him recently. Don't drink much milk.growing more and more thinner le.hmm..if this goes on. better bring him go see docter le.
Do some housework and cook dearie's favourite maggie mee for his breakfast.
We had a small small chat today and both of us make an agreement. We promise not to say those *words* no matter how we quarrel. I told him I could only say it if he outside =anyhow= keke. but he still gotta the mood to ttell me call chicken can mahz and to be fair and square, I will call duck. Finally our agreement is set.hur hur.. took some of bao bei photo's when he wakes up. so cute..blur~blur~ de.. My little devil.

Blur Be

My little devil

Another boring day

2007-10-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

11.44am, nothing to do again at home.Call evelyn just now wanted to chat with her but she was having meeting. Envy her alot, mother to be le still working so hard for her further. As for me?! Already a mother still at home doing nothing. Wanting to work so much but can't. Bao bei no body look after. Haiz.. so sick and tired of staying at home, looking after baby, doing housework. It makes no difference to me whether it sunny sunday or monday blues.I understand that dearie buy all those stuff for me just to let me keep myself occupied but u will still get bored after some times.Looking forward to Amercian Next Top Model tonight, don't know whether my Joel will "go home" mahz.. found dearie so cute kekex, would just pei me watch when he's free(that kind of show is not his cup of tea lahz).Hoping tonight he will pei me watch.

11.o5pm

Missed my Amercian Next Top ModeL housework done and bao bei sleep le. FINALLY dearie was with his sai guan de member, had a small small quarrel this afternoon! Cried again, just can't ditch away the nick of HUM BAO!! hmm hmm I know i did something wrong but don't like him when he question me and only allowed me to answer YES or NO, not allowing me to explain. Arrgh.. But lucky everything was back to normal. Better think of way to escape from his nagging and scolding.