Wow wow.. Had not been undating my blog rencenntly. Ai ya, nvm lahz. nobody seeing it anyway, but just wanna share my thing here.
First day of work today. Never thought to be so tired~ Came back and look after bb straight after work today. phew. shag.
Finally everything went on smoothly, mummy zhong yu willing to help me find baby sitter after giving her 3 day of black face. VictorY!
After confirming with babysitter, regretted somehow..
Gonna leave my little precious with a stranger.
What if he's gonna tortured??
What if he misses his mummy?
What if he can't sleep there?
So many thing flash through my mind.
But thought that was i wanted to? A strong independent single mummy. dun depend on other. Support own son. And i know there's no turning back. I already confirmed everything!
Yesterday night was hard for me. Accompany my boy the whole day thinking will he feel lonel without me??Somehow think he know as well. Never sleep the whole night. He eyes was closing, i can see he's tired, but he doesn't wants to sleep. lying on my arm, kept "toking" to me with his baby languges~ my heart was so pain. kisses him so many times.

my precious woke up early today, pack everything and bring him to the baby sitter. He was then curious about everything there.Ask the babysitter to bring him inside the room so that he wun see me going off. Dash out of her house and walk straight to work, Scared to hear his crying.

Reach my work place, called and ask how my little precious, yup~ he did cry and was tired soon fallen asleep..
Finally i can concentrate on my work!
hmm~ everyone there was nice and look after me well. newbie!
Telling me how to earn commision and which wan can earn more.
Had a nice day with day~~

Finish work, rush back home. See my little precious. His dash to me once he saw me.
All my tiredness disappeared!!!kekez
Had my housework done. Bath for him as usual.
Zhong yu you yi zhong man zhu gan!
Having to work and look after my son. Though it tired but i think it worthwhile.
I can give my son a mummy that he can truly call!



P.s guy remember to come support me in beauty spring at jurong east central hoh!!
Wu xim de hua. kekez

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
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